Killing Me
NOTD Lyrics

Look at you
Take a moment to observe and acknowledge your current state

Over there, over me with someone new
In a position of being with someone else, surpassing the connection we once had

It's like he fixed your heart with super glue
Their presence seems to have miraculously healed the emotional wounds you once had

So fast, I'm so mad at how happy you are now
The speed at which you've found happiness infuriates me

There you go
And there you are

Acting like nothin' ever happened, don't you know
Behaving as if our past experiences and relationship never occurred, oblivious to the impact it had on me

How hard that it's been for me to let you go?
Do you have any idea how difficult it has been for me to move on from you?

Oh my God, I'm so sick of seeing you out
Gosh, I'm incredibly tired of witnessing you living your life freely

Smiling in pictures
Posing happily in photographs

Like you've never been better
As if you've never experienced any emotional struggles or hardships

Just throwing it all in my face
Deliberately flaunting your happiness to provoke negative emotions in me

It's killing me
It's causing me intense emotional pain and distress

Tell me why you gotta bring out all my jealousy?
Explain why you feel the need to invoke feelings of jealousy within me

Baby, you don't even treat me like an enemy
Darling, you don't even give me the satisfaction of being your adversary

We're done, we're through
Our relationship has come to an end, it's completely over

Yeah, it's just killing me
Yes, it's causing me immense pain

How much it's not killing you
The extent to which it doesn't seem to affect you at all

I wish you would
I desire for you to

Stop tellin' all my friends you're doing good
Cease informing all my acquaintances about how well you're doing

'Cause I still miss you more than I probably should
Because, truthfully, I still long for you more than is reasonable

So, pump the breaks, I'm movin' on
Therefore, slow down your actions, as I am progressing and leaving you behind

'Cause you never cared about me, no, you never did
Because, deep down, you never truly had any genuine concern for me

Can't you have a little decency
Is it impossible for you to possess even a small amount of respectability?

And maybe try to be a little less over me?
And perhaps attempt to be less fixated on me?

Do you even cry? Lose any sleep at night?
Do you even shed tears? Experience any sleepless nights due to our separation?

'Cause you're really convincing how much you're living your life
Because you're doing a great job of persuading others that you are truly enjoying your existence

How much it's not killing you
The degree to which it has no negative impact on you

How much it's not killing you
The extent to which it does not cause you any harm