Happy New Year
NVR AM Lyrics

Ready if you want me
So I guess I'm not ready at all
You all to stood by to watch me climb
But no one saw me at my fall

You deserve much better
Than any song I could ever write
And I still can't sing
Whatever, I'm just trying to make it through the night
Happy new year
Can't wait to mess this up again
Say it's a clean slate
But we all know that's only for pretend
Light a blunt with fireworks
Get high off the denial
Grab a seat, bud
Cuz we're gonna be here for a while

A penny for my thoughts
A dollar my tears
The choice is writing senselessness
Or monetising off my fears
I've tried to write "The End"
But I can't put down this pen
So my story extends
As I explore my men-

-tal orientation
Cause of contemplation
A coming of age
Stage plagued with frustration
So what, am I broken?
Or just immature?
Thought I was being wise
But right now I'm not sure

I'm climbing the precipice
Falling off edges
I'm making a mess
And releasing the best of it
Yeah I have a fan club
There's only one resident
Me, and the power of default makes me president

Happy new year
Can't wait to mess this up again
Say it's a clean slate
But we all know that's only for pretend
Light a blunt with fireworks
Get high off the denial
Grab a seat, bud
Cuz we're gonna be here for a while

La da-dee-da da
La-dee-da da
La-dee-da da
La da-dee-da da
La-dee-da da
La-dee-da da

Ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh ooh
Oh-ooh-woah oh
Ooh

Happy new year
I made it through and no one really cares
Cuz I am stuck in my own mind
And fuck, I hate it here
365 more days until I'm free
Maybe in that time I'll learn
How to put up with me