Selfish
Nariaki Obukuro Lyrics

The repetition of "I'm selfish" throughout the song serves as a powerful mantra reflecting the singer's introspection on their own self-centered tendencies. It highlights the acknowledgment of their own flaws and the realization that they may prioritize their own needs above others. This repetition emphasizes the weight of this self-awareness and the internal conflict it may bring.

The lyrics paint a picture of solitude and introspection, symbolized by the singer feeling alone amidst the quiet of passing cars. The mention of a distant mountain and a lingering small anger hint at unresolved emotions from the past. This sets the stage for the singer's struggle with communication and understanding in relationships, as indicated by the line "何も伝わらないのに何から伝えればいい" (Even if nothing gets across, what should I start with?).

The imagery of smoking a cigarette on the balcony and witnessing the daytime moon moving, bringing a sense of calm and the temporary disappearance of worries, reflects a moment of solace amidst chaos. The mention of a child resembling the singer, yet not being able to make the partner smile, portrays a sense of disconnect despite similarities, which ties back to the theme of struggling to connect and be understood.

The plea for a temporary visit and a desire to break away from a cycle of untruths and being pushed away, as expressed in the lines "消えない嘘を見破って いつか突き放してくれ 突き放してくれ" (Expose the lies that won't disappear, someday push me away, push me away), signifies a plea for clarity and a yearning for a decisive action that would lead to growth or freedom, highlighting the complexity of relationships and individual growth.