Torn
Natalie Browne Lyrics

I thought I saw a man brought to life
She thought she met a person who seemed to have a new beginning and was very lively.

He was warm - he came around like
He was a kind and welcoming person who suddenly came into Natalie's life.

He was dignified
He had a sense of pride and self-respect.

He showed me what it was to cry
He let her see his emotional side and showed her that it's okay to be vulnerable.

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
However, it turned out that the person she adored was not who she thought he was.

You don't seem to know - don't seem to care
He seemed unaware and indifferent to what his heart truly desires.

What your heart is for
He seemed to be lost and confused about what he truly wants in his heart.

No I don't know him anymore
She doesn't recognize him anymore and who he has become.

There's nothin' where we used to lie
The relationship they had is now completely gone and ruined.

Conversation has run dry
Their communication has been exhausted and no longer exists.

That's what's going on
That's the current situation they are in.

Nothing's fine
Everything is not okay and is falling apart.

I'm torn
Natalie is emotionally torn apart and is in pain.

I'm all out of faith
She has lost her trust in him and the relationship.

This is how I feel
She expresses how she truly feels about the situation.

I'm cold and I am chained
She feels trapped and restricted in her emotions.

Lying naked on the floor
She feels exposed and vulnerable in her emotions.

Illusion never changed
The relationship was never real and was based on false beliefs and expectations.

Into something real
She wanted their relationship to be authentic and genuine, but it wasn't.

I'm cold and I am shamed and bound
She feels inadequate and restricted in expressing her emotions and true feelings.

And broken on the floor
She feels emotionally shattered and defeated.

And I can see the perfect sky is torn
Even the perfect things in life can be destroyed and ruined.

You're a little late
It's too late for him to try and fix things now.

So I guess the fortune teller's right
She finds it ironic that a fortune teller was able to predict her future.

I should have seen just what was there
She realizes that she should have seen the warning signs about the relationship.

And not some holy light
She shouldn't have been blinded by the fantasy and expectation of a perfect relationship.

But you crawled beneath my veins
He entered into her life to the point where he was a part of her being.

And now I don't care
She no longer cares about him or the relationship they had.

I have no luck
She feels unlucky and unfortunate in her life circumstances.

I don't miss it all that much
She doesn't really miss him or the relationship they had.

There's just so many things
There are so many things she can't have or do in life.

That I can't touch
There are many things in life that are out of reach and unattainable.

My conversation has run dry
Her conversation has become very limited and unproductive.

Nothin's right
Everything is unsatisfactory and wrong.

I'm wide awake
Natalie is now fully aware of the reality of the situation.