Giant
Nebula! Lyrics

Tell me now, tell me now
Please, communicate and share with me what is on your mind at this moment

Tell me what you fighting for
Explain to me the cause or purpose you are currently struggling or working towards

Tell me who you fighting for
Reveal to me the person or people you are advocating or protecting

Show me something I can choose
Present me with options or opportunities that I can make decisions about

Give me something I can prove
Offer me tangible evidence or experiences that I can validate or demonstrate

Tell me if I lose my mind
Inform me if I become mentally unstable or disoriented

Tell me if I'm left behind
Inform me if I am abandoned or excluded from a group or situation

Pain is all I feel still I don't fuck up with the things you say
Although I experience constant suffering, I manage to withstand your hurtful words without allowing them to affect me negatively

All that we've forgotten only visits us in dreams these days
The things we have neglected or disregarded in our lives now only resurface in our dreams

Give me love that I can trust
Provide me with genuine affection and care that I can rely on without doubting its authenticity

Show me reason it can last
Demonstrate logical justifications or motivations for the love to endure indefinitely

Tell me I'm not strong alone
Assure me that I am not powerless or lacking support when I am by myself

Tell me if you're really coming home
Inform me definitively if you are genuinely returning to our shared residence

I've been losing faith and I've been losing weight along with it
My belief in something greater diminishes, mirroring the physical weight I am losing simultaneously

I'm socially confined and I am fine with it, I'm fine with it
I am content with being isolated or limited in my social interactions, accepting this situation without complaint

You think you can always bring me down, bring me down
You believe you have the ability to consistently lower my spirits or mood

And I'm fighting all my troubles still I drown, still I drown
Despite actively struggling against my problems, I find myself continually overwhelmed and sinking deeper into despair

I'm a bird and Imma fly up in the sky, in the sky
Metaphorically, I am a free and soaring bird, ascending into the limitless expanse of the sky

Gonna fuck up with your mind until we find it
I intend to disrupt or distort your thoughts until we uncover the truth or resolution we seek

I've been losing time again
Once more, I am experiencing the sensation of time slipping away without control or purpose

Oh I've been losing time again
Oh, I find myself losing track of time once more

Giant steps to climb again
There are immense challenges ahead that I must confront and conquer once more

Oh giant steps to climb again
Oh, there are significant obstacles that require substantial effort and determination in order to overcome

You have never told me you're afraid nah
You have never openly admitted or expressed to me that you experience fear or apprehension

You can never see me when you break nah
When you are emotionally or mentally distressed, you are unable to perceive or understand my presence or perspective

I got my own dreams to carry out and I gotta stay focused and be in charge
I have personal aspirations and ambitions that I must pursue, requiring me to maintain concentration and assert control over my own life

But you can never tell me I'm a bitch 'cause I can't sleep and I can't breath
However, you cannot label or criticize me as weak because I struggle to find sleep and experience difficulty breathing

And I cannot do this shit no more
I have reached my limit and I am no longer capable of enduring or tolerating these circumstances

You can never really understand my world nah nah
It is impossible for you to truly comprehend or grasp the complexities and nuances of my personal reality

Lost my mind I lost my mind today
I have completely lost my sanity or mental stability today

Tryina' find yeah tryina' find a way
I am actively attempting to discover or create a solution or path forward

Keep it coming keep it everyday
Continue to provide or offer support, encouragement, or assistance on a consistent basis

I just need you to love me
All I require from you is your love and affection

Everybody's looking at you crazy but you're fine
Despite others perceiving you as strange or abnormal, you are actually emotionally stable and content

Doesn't make sense but I really wanna ride a star
It may not be rational, but I have a strong desire to embark on an extraordinary or transcendent journey

Take you far, heal your scar
I want to accompany you on this journey and help mend or alleviate your emotional wounds

Take you far, ride a star yeah
Together, we will venture to distant places and partake in an extraordinary celestial adventure

You have given me these thoughts so I can right my wrongs
You have provided me with these contemplations or reflections in order for me to correct or rectify my past mistakes

So I can find you hiding at night in your maze all alone
By doing so, I will be able to discover your secretive whereabouts or emotions, finding you secluded and isolated within your complex inner world

Trying to be fierce, trying to be near
I am exerting effort to exhibit strength and intensity, while simultaneously attempting to establish close proximity or intimacy

Trying to be here, trying to be
Struggling and making an effort to be present and involved in our interactions or relationship

Trying to be clear
Working hard to communicate or express myself in a transparent and understandable manner

Time is all I have to give away my dear
My most precious gift or offering is my time, which I am willing to freely give to you, my cherished one

And I'm fighting all my tears
I am actively resisting or battling against the urge to cry or show emotional vulnerability

And I'm conquering my fears, addicted
Furthermore, I am successfully overcoming my fears while simultaneously becoming trapped or dependent on this process

Lost inside the memories of terrifying years
I am consumed or trapped within haunting recollections of traumatic or horrifying periods of time

I've been losing time again
Once again, I find myself experiencing the sensation of time slipping away without control or purpose

Oh I've been losing time again
Oh, I am losing track of time once more

Giant steps to climb again
There are immense challenges ahead that I must confront and conquer once more

Oh giant steps to climb again
Oh, there are significant obstacles that require substantial effort and determination in order to overcome