He occasionally uploads podcasts on his site.
2/ Depressive black metal band from Germany (Berlin).
Discography:
- 2006 - Worlds Of Suicide
- 2007 - Notes From Nothingness
Official site: http://www.neithanic.de/
Aqui
Neithan Lyrics
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En el mismo sillón donde solíamos sentir
Que nos queríamos tan infinitos sentir
Y ahora yo estoy aquí
Extrañándote por meses
Sabiendo que no soy lo que mereces
Tal vez con el tiempo este dolor cese
Y un dolor que vive por siempre en mi mente
Retratando melodías que quizá nunca te lleguen
Ya no me crees ni una palabra y eso me hiere
Chequeándote en redes, quiero saber cómo estás y ver qué linda te ves
Y ya no hay proyector en la pared
Solo recuerdos de mi mente
Esperando pa′ volverte a ver
Me superaste y eso me duele
Y ahora yo estoy aquí
En el mismo sillón donde solíamos sentir
Que nos queríamos tan infinitos sentir
Y ahora yo estoy aquí
Y no supero tu partida
Tal vez la cagué
Tal vez todo fue culpa mía
Ay, dime querida
Tanto que te escribí para sanar penas mías
Ahora solo te pienso todo el día
Dile a tus amigas que no me odien
Porqué de verdad si te quería
Ay, que vida la mía
The song "Aquí" by Neithan is a poignant ode to lost love and the pain of regret. The lyrics speak of the singer's deep longing for the person they once loved, and the pain they feel now that they are no longer together. The opening verse finds the singer sitting in the same chair they used to share with their lover, feeling the infinite love they once shared. But now, they are left to remember what once was, and to feel the pain of loss.
Throughout the song, the singer grapples with the reality that they are no longer with the person they love, and the feelings of inadequacy that come with that. They acknowledge that they may not have been the person their lover deserved, and wonder if they will ever be able to heal from the pain of the breakup. The lyrics are raw and vulnerable, and capture the deep emotion that comes with the end of a relationship.
Overall, "Aquí" is a heartbreaking but beautiful song that speaks to the universal experience of love and loss. The lyrics are honest and raw, and serve as a powerful reminder of the power of music to connect us to each other and to our deepest emotions.
Line by Line Meaning
Y ahora yo estoy aquí
Neithan is currently in the same space he used to share with his former lover.
En el mismo sillón donde solíamos sentir
Neithan and his lover used to sit on this same sofa and spend time together.
Que nos queríamos tan infinitos sentir
In the past, they had mutual feelings, and their love was infinite.
Y ahora yo estoy aquí
Neithan feels sad about the fact that he has been left alone.
Extrañándote por meses
He has been missing his lover for months.
Sabiendo que no soy lo que mereces
Neithan acknowledges that he is not the one his lover deserves.
Tal vez con el tiempo este dolor cese
He hopes that with time, the pain he feels will go away eventually.
Mientras solo me quedarán todas esas veces
All he has left are memories of the times they spent together.
Y un dolor que vive por siempre en mi mente
Neithan is talking about the permanent pain his breakup has caused him.
Retratando melodías que quizá nunca te lleguen
He is filled with regret and cannot help but think about the melodies he wrote for her that never reached her.
Ya no me crees ni una palabra y eso me hiere
His former lover does not believe anything he says anymore, and it hurts him deeply.
Chequeándote en redes, quiero saber cómo estás y ver qué linda te ves
Neithan admits that he is still checking her social media profiles, trying to see how she is doing and how good she looks.
Y ya no hay proyector en la pared
Now, he does not have the same shared experiences with her anymore.
Solo recuerdos de mi mente
All he has now are memories of the good times they shared.
Esperando pa′ volverte a ver
He cannot wait to see her again.
Me superaste y eso me duele
She has moved on from him, and it hurts him to accept that.
Y no supero tu partida
He is still struggling to come to terms with her leaving him.
Tal vez la cagué
Neithan acknowledges that he may have played a part in their separation.
Tal vez todo fue culpa mía
He is filled with regret and thinks that everything that went wrong was his fault.
Ay, dime querida
Neithan pleads with his former lover to tell him how to make things better.
Tanto que te escribí para sanar penas mías
Neithan wrote many songs to help him deal with his heartache.
Ahora solo te pienso todo el día
Despite his efforts, he cannot get her off his mind.
Dile a tus amigas que no me odien
Neithan fears that her friends will hate him for what happened between them.
Porqué de verdad si te quería
He wants her to know that he truly loved her.
Ay, que vida la mía
He ends the song, wishing things could have been different for him.
Writer(s): Emiliano Torres, Neithan Resendiz
Contributed by Nathan N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.