Balance
Nervous Vulpis Lyrics


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Maybe I'm just unbalanced
Maybe I'm just a little waste of space
Maybe I'll try to brush off my demons
Even though they can't see them
I know they'll never go away
Maybe I'm just unbalanced
Maybe I'm just ashamed to try to show my face
Well you're more confident when you're drinking
Tell you what I was thinking
I would if I knew what to say
Let me tell them
All this weight my heart's been carrying is getting stronger
It's getting so much stronger
All this weight my heart's been carrying is getting stronger
It's getting so much stronger than me
I think I'm finding my balance
Thought I had it but it must have become misplaced
Feels like the more that I try to seek it
The less that I can keep it
But I'll try to get there someday
Think I'm finding my balance
Can't believe that I thought I was a waste of space
Maybe I'll try to brush off these feelings
Cause after all these years
I can look my monsters in the face
Let me tell them
All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
It's getting so much stronger
All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
It's getting so much stronger than it
All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
Has made it so much stronger
All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
Has made it so much stronger
All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
Has made it so much stronger




All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
Has made it so much stronger than it

Overall Meaning

Balance by Nervous Vulpis is a song that expresses the feeling of being unbalanced in life. The singer of the song feels like they are a waste of space and their demons are always with them, even though no one can see them. They try to brush off those feelings but they know they will never go away. As the song progresses, the singer begins to find their balance and realizes that the weight that their heart has been carrying has made them stronger. They have come to understand that even though their demons may always be with them, they can still face them head-on.


Throughout the song, Nervous Vulpis uses powerful imagery to describe the singer's emotional state. The line "Maybe I'll try to brush off my demons even though they can't see them" shows how the singer is trying to hide their inner struggles from the world, even though they are always present. They also use the metaphor of finding balance to describe the singer's journey towards self-acceptance. The line "Feels like the more that I try to seek it, the less that I can keep it" perfectly captures the struggle of trying to find stability when you feel like everything around you is constantly changing.


One interesting aspect of the song is that it was actually written by a computer program called Amper. Nervous Vulpis used the program to create a backing track, which they then wrote lyrics and melody to. Another interesting fact is that the song was featured in an episode of the popular TV show Lucifer. The song has also been streamed millions of times across various platforms and has gained a large following on social media.


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Line by Line Meaning

Maybe I'm just unbalanced
Perhaps I am unstable or not in control of my emotions


Maybe I'm just a little waste of space
Perhaps I feel worthless or insignificant


Maybe I'll try to brush off my demons
Perhaps I will attempt to ignore or overcome my inner struggles


Even though they can't see them
Even though others may not be aware of my inner demons


I know they'll never go away
I am aware that my inner struggles may never completely disappear


Well you're more confident when you're drinking
Alcohol can sometimes give one a false sense of confidence


Tell you what I was thinking
I will share my thoughts with you


I would if I knew what to say
I want to express myself, but I am unsure of what to say


All this weight my heart's been carrying is getting stronger
The emotional burden I have been carrying is becoming heavier and more difficult to bear


It's getting so much stronger
The emotional burden I have been carrying is becoming significantly heavier


I think I'm finding my balance
I believe I am becoming more stable and in control of my emotions


Thought I had it but it must have become misplaced
I once believed I had my emotions under control, but I have lost my balance


Feels like the more that I try to seek it
It seems that the harder I try to regain my balance


The less that I can keep it
The more difficult it becomes to maintain my emotional stability


But I'll try to get there someday
Nevertheless, I will continue to try and regain my emotional balance


Can't believe that I thought I was a waste of space
I cannot believe I once felt so worthless and insignificant


Maybe I'll try to brush off these feelings
Perhaps I will attempt to ignore or overcome these negative emotions


Cause after all these years
After all this time


I can look my monsters in the face
I have become strong enough to face my inner demons


All this weight my heart's been carrying has made it stronger
The emotional burden I have been carrying has strengthened me


It's getting so much stronger
The emotional burden I have been carrying has become significantly stronger




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Written by: Alex Nobles

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