Dead Awake
Never Heard of It Lyrics


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Today things change I've been so fuckin' scared Since I picked up the phone
Trying to escape from me
My heart I can't think straight
On the beach waves so free
And so calm as a lake
And like me I'm so dead awake

So I hold on to what I got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I can't see you again

And I hold on to what got
For as long as I can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand

It seems like you're here with me
I just wanna see you again
Today things change
Why couldn't it be you
When I picked up the phone
The things I'd say
If I could have known
You won't be there
When I got home

Looking for answers why
It's so real it's not fake
And why am I so dead awake
Please just one more time
I wanna say good-bye
Ill wait for you




I'm not scared
I promise not to cry

Overall Meaning

The song "Dead Awake" by Never Heard of It seems to be about the pain and confusion of losing someone close to you. In the first verse, the singer is in a state of panic, possibly having just received news of the person's death. They feel like they need to get away and clear their head, but their thoughts are scattered and they're unable to do so. The calm of the beach juxtaposes their inner turmoil, and though they're physically awake, emotionally they feel dead.


The chorus repeats twice, emphasizing the singer's clinging to what they still have, but also the inevitability of losing it. They're struggling to come to terms with the fact that they'll never see this person again, and it's a crushing blow. The second verse introduces more regret and guilt, wishing they could have said or done something different if they had known what was coming. The final line - "I promise not to cry" - feels like a plea to the person who has passed, as if they're still able to hear.


Line by Line Meaning

Today things change I've been so fuckin' scared Since I picked up the phone
The singer is scared due to a phone call and senses that there will be changes today.


Trying to escape from me My heart I can't think straight
The singer is unable to think rationally and is trying to distance themselves from their emotions.


On the beach waves so free And so calm as a lake And like me I'm so dead awake
Although the environment is calm and comforting, the singer still feels restless and unable to relax.


So I hold on to what I got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I can't see you again
The singer is struggling to come to terms with the loss of someone they held close and is having trouble letting go.


And I hold on to what got For as long as I can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand
The singer is repeating their fear and inability to process the loss of someone close.


It seems like you're here with me I just wanna see you again Today things change Why couldn't it be you When I picked up the phone The things I'd say If I could have known You won't be there When I got home
Reflecting on their loss, the singer wishes they'd had one more opportunity to speak to the person before they passed away.


Looking for answers why It's so real it's not fake And why am I so dead awake Please just one more time I wanna say good-bye Ill wait for you I'm not scared I promise not to cry
The singer is questioning why their loss feels so real and is struggling with the fact that they were unable to properly say goodbye. They vow to wait for their loved one and promise not to be afraid or cry when they see them again.




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