Fireworks Night
New Model Army Lyrics


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All the mistakes that I have made
All the things I should have seen but I looked away
All the things we should have shared that we kept to ourselves
All the things that we shared we should have kept to ourselves
And I guess it's the modern way â?? the phone call that comes
Flying out of a blue autumn day and suddenly everything
Goes so and quiet and soon everyone seems to be alone
With their own thoughts And now it's as if I'm standing
Beneath a torrent of falling water, feeling things I don't
Want to feel, remembering things I don't want to remember
But we said what we said and we made what we made

And so I say the things I have learned to say
Thankful for words that can be used
We were both like waves not able to break
Rolling and turning and turning and rolling
But still not able to break

And I'm numb, I'm numb like when you've been driving
So fast for so long that it feels as if you're hardly
Moving at all, my body rigid with tension, my sould all
Wound up like a twisted ttree, the way we used to be when
We sang of passion and justice and faith was easy and
Celebrated in a ritual of curling smoke, arms all raised up
Towards the lightsâ?¦
And we said what we said but we made what we made
And so by now you'll be further on that I ever went; and is
It still painless? Do you get to float and look down and do
All of that? Tonight would be as good a night as any..
You'll see the city alive like a great resting animal
Lying in the lea of the hills and the moorland and
Breathing little patterus of fire out into the cold dark
Coming of winter. And I'm warming my back against
The heat of a bonfire â?? like the ones you so loved so build
And I'm thinking about it all â?? and I'm sorry and I'm not sorry.
Our time was made up of confused emotiongs and little
Whirlwinds and all that stuff we coulnd't really talk about




But most of all it was sealed in sacred moments like these
And then it was goneâ?¦

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to New Model Army's song Fireworks Night expresses the regret and nostalgia of the singer for past mistakes and missed opportunities with someone they cared about deeply. The song begins with a reflection on all the things the singer wishes they had done differently - things they should have seen, shared, and kept to themselves. The singer notes the modern way of communication, where even a phone call can come suddenly and shift everything so suddenly, leaving everyone alone with their thoughts. The singer feels overwhelmed with memories and feelings they don't want to feel, but recognizes that they said what they said and made what they made.


The second verse continues with the singer acknowledging the lessons they've learned and the power of words to express emotions. They compare themselves and the other person to waves that are not able to break, implying a sense of being stuck in the past and unable to move on. The singer notes that they feel numb, which is not necessarily the same as peacefulness or contentment. They recall a time when they were passionate and hopeful about life, celebrating faith in a ritualistic way. The song ends with the singer wondering how the other person is doing and expressing both regret and acceptance for their time together.


Overall, the song tells a story of longing, regret, and memory, conveying the longing for a past relationship while also recognizing that the past cannot be changed. The lyrics are emotive and reflective, and the style of the song adds to this contemplative mood.


Line by Line Meaning

All the mistakes that I have mad
Reflecting on all the poor decisions I've made


All the things I should have seen but I looked away
Regretting missed opportunities that I ignored


All the things we should have shared that we kept to ourselves
Thinking about moments that could have brought us closer together but we kept to ourselves


All the things that we shared we should have kept to ourselves
Realizing that some things we shared maybe should have stayed private


And I guess it's the modern way, the phone call that comes
Acknowledging that communication through technology is now commonplace


Flying out of a blue autumn day and suddenly everything, goes so and quiet and soon everyone seems to be alone, With their own thoughts
Describing the feeling of being alone, despite being surrounded by others


And now it's as if I'm standing, Beneath a torrent of falling water, feeling things I don't, Want to feel, remembering things I don't want to remember
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to control the emotions that are resurfacing


But we said what we said and we made what we made
Accepting the consequences of the choices that were made


And so I say the things I have learned to say, Thankful for words that can be used
Grateful for the ability to express thoughts and feelings


We were both like waves not able to break, Rolling and turning and turning and rolling, But still not able to break
Comparing the relationship to two waves, unable to break apart from each other


And I'm numb, I'm numb like when you've been driving, So fast for so long that it feels as if you're hardly, Moving at all
Feeling disconnected from reality, from having to keep moving forward constantly


My body rigid with tension, my sould all, Wound up like a twisted ttree, the way we used to be when, We sang of passion and justice and faith was easy and, Celebrated in a ritual of curling smoke, arms all raised up, Towards the lights
Recalling moments of joy and passion from the past


And so by now you'll be further on that I ever went; and is, It still painless? Do you get to float and look down and do, All of that?
Wondering how much the other person has moved on from the past and if it was a painless process


Tonight would be as good a night as any.., You'll see the city alive like a great resting animal, Lying in the lea of the hills and the moorland and, Breathing little patterus of fire out into the cold dark, Coming of winter.
Suggesting that the person should take a moment to reflect on the present moment and their surroundings


And I'm warming my back against, The heat of a bonfire â?? like the ones you so loved so build, And I'm thinking about it all â?? and I'm sorry and I'm not sorry.
Reflecting on the past while feeling remorseful, but also accepting things as they are


Our time was made up of confused emotiongs and little, Whirlwinds and all that stuff we coulnd't really talk about, But most of all it was sealed in sacred moments like these
Acknowledgeing that moments spent together were often full of mixed emotions, but there were some special moments


And then it was goneâ?¦
Realizing that time seems to have passed quickly and that the past is in the past




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Comments from YouTube:

Mike Wade

Those last lines break me everytime

Mark Aulton

Not the best song they have made but so so meaningful.

gwelamela mela

R.I.P. robert heaton.💜

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