My Side
Neyomi Lyrics

Are you still with me then
Are you still by my side?

Cant get you me by my side
I miss having you by my side, but I can't seem to get you back.

Believe in me
Have faith in me and trust that I will succeed.

Please work on that
Please try to believe in me and support me.

I'm trying hard
I am putting in a lot of effort to achieve my dreams despite the challenges and obstacles.

I'm trying
I am doing my best and attempting to overcome my struggles.

I'm that motherfucker with the switchblade
I am a tough and determined individual who won't give up easily.

Tryna get this money till I maintain
I am working hard to earn money until I achieve financial stability.

I see people dying for the fame game
I witness people risking their lives for fame and success.

I'm not tryna die over the same thing
I am not willing to risk my life for the same reasons as those who pursue fame and fortune.

I been bustin on my grind
I have been working hard and diligently towards my goals without giving up.

Who the fuck is with me
Who is willing to support me and my dreams?

Who the fuck is tryna fight
Who is opposing me and trying to undermine my ambitions?

Lately all is see me and I
Recently, I have only been seeing myself and my struggles.

Ascension but confined
I am making progress, but I am still limited in my potential.

But it aint no paradise
Despite my efforts, my life is not perfect, and I still face numerous struggles and hardships.

No lies no cap
I am telling the truth and not covering up for anything.

Get high get wrecked
I turn to drugs and substance abuse to deal with my problems.

No light just black
I am surrounded by darkness and negativity instead of light and positivity.

I'm still on track
I am still working towards my goals despite the obstacles and distractions.

Thats right aint lacking
I am confident and assertive and know what I am doing.

Bars start cracking
The challenges and obstacles are starting to affect me, and my resolve is beginning to falter.

Keep on working
Despite my struggles, I continue to put in effort and work hard.

Cash starts stacking
My hard work is finally starting to pay off, and I am earning some money.

I'm hoping for the best when I cant sleep
I remain optimistic and hopeful despite my sleepless nights and struggles.

Dont turn your back on me
Please don't abandon me and leave me to deal with my problems alone.

Bring me to your heaven please
Take me to a better place where I can find peace and happiness.

Baby got me anxious
I am feeling anxious and restless because of my current situation.

I'm in a state of blankness
I feel empty and devoid of emotions or thoughts.

Are you in hell
Are you also going through a difficult time?

Can you be so thankless
Are you ungrateful and unwilling to acknowledge my struggles?

But I can never truly change
Despite my efforts, I might never be able to change some aspects of myself.

It's not what im made of anyway
It goes against my nature to change who I am fundamentally.

These things hit me different
I am affected by these things in a unique and personal way.

I cant blame you staring at my face
I can't blame you for judging me based on my appearance alone.

Running from my problems
I am trying to avoid my problems instead of facing them head-on.

Cutting blood from my veins
I am engaging in self-destructive behavior that harms me physically and emotionally.

Smoke it all away
I am using drugs and substances to escape my problems and numb my feelings.

I cut my own brain
I am damaging my mental health as a result of my behavior.

Cause I'm insane
My actions and behavior might be considered irrational or insane.

You're not worth anything my mouth is saying
I might say hurtful things but don't mean them; it's just my frustration talking.

Will you accept me for my dismaying
Can you accept me, even with all my flaws and imperfections?

I'm a bad daughter sad daughter
I feel guilty and ashamed for not being able to meet my family's expectations and make them proud.

All you thought of me
You might have had high expectations of me, and I feel like I am letting you down.

Now I'm livin' my life as a bad bitch so free
Now I am embracing my freedom and living my life on my own terms, not caring about society's norms or expectations.

Cant get you me by my side
I can't seem to get you back by my side, and it's driving me crazy.

Believe in me
Please have faith in me and believe that I can succeed despite my struggles.

Please work on that
Please try to support me and believe that my dreams are worth pursuing.

I'm trying hard
I am giving it my all and putting in a lot of effort to achieve my goals and overcome my struggles.

I'm hoping for the best when I cant sleep
Even when I am struggling to sleep due to my worries, I am still optimistic and hopeful that things will work out.

Dont turn your back on me
Please don't abandon me and leave me to deal with my problems alone.

Bring me to your heaven please
Take me to a better place where I can find peace and happiness.

Baby got me anxious
I am feeling anxious and restless because of my current situation.

I'm in a state of blankness
I feel empty and devoid of emotions or thoughts.

Are you in hell
Are you also going through a difficult time?

Can you be so thankless
Are you ungrateful and unwilling to acknowledge my struggles?