Fall To Pieces
Nick Black Lyrics

This is my best defense,
I am at my lowest point and have nothing left to protect myself with, so this is my last attempt to defend myself.

Drowning in my ignorance...
I am consumed by my own lack of knowledge and understanding, and it is suffocating me from the inside out.

I need a reason to get up and carry on
I am searching for any motivation that can help me find the strength to keep going and move forward with my life.

No time to make a sound,
I am in such a state of despair that I cannot even find my voice and speak out about my pain and struggles.

This is another breakdown...
I have hit rock bottom yet again, and it feels like I am constantly breaking down and falling apart.

And now I'm waiting
I am stagnant in my situation, waiting for something or someone to help me get back on my feet.

For your lie to be the truth...
I am hoping that the lies and false promises that have been told to me will somehow become the truth and bring me some relief from my pain and suffering.

CHORUS: Got nothing left to lose,
I have reached a point where I have lost everything I had, so there is nothing left for me to lose.

Got nothing left to prove...
I no longer feel the need to prove anything to anyone, as I have already experienced so much pain and loss in my life.

But every time I fall to pieces
Despite feeling like I have hit rock bottom, I still continue to break down and fall apart even further.

Got nothing left to learn,
After experiencing so much pain and loss, I feel like there is nothing left for me to learn from my circumstances.

Got nothing left to burn...
I have used up all my energy and resources trying to survive, and there is nothing left for me to expend or sacrifice.

I'm starting to resent
I am growing bitter and angry towards my situation, as it seems like no matter what I do, I cannot escape my struggles.

This lack of confidence...
My self-doubt and insecurity have gotten to the point where they are hindering me from making any progress towards healing and recovery.

Is this the season to give up or carry on?
I am questioning whether this is the time for me to give up hope and surrender to my struggles, or if I should continue fighting and trying to find a way out.

I've fallen to the ground,
I have been beaten down by life's challenges and have lost the strength to stand back up on my own.

Too many times to count...
I have experienced so many failures and setbacks that I cannot keep track of them all anymore.

And now I'm waiting
I am still waiting for someone or something to offer me some relief from my struggles and pain.

For your lie to be the truth...
I am still holding onto the hope that the false promises and lies that have been told to me will somehow come to fruition and bring me some reprieve.

CHORUS (x2)
Despite my feelings of hopelessness and despair, I am still caught in a cycle of falling apart and losing everything, only to find myself starting over again and again.