Take My Hand
Nico An Lyrics

You've got my heart in your hands
I am completely vulnerable to the power you hold over me

I'm just a man, you got my heart in your hands ya
Despite being strong and independent, I am powerless against your influence

I can't stand it, you got my fuckin heart in your hands, damn
The pain of being under your control is overwhelming and unbearable

I'm damaged I'm engulfed by the pain now
The hurt you've caused has left me broken and consumed

I feel abandoned like I'm left in the rain now
I am alone and neglected in my despair

This ain't right like you think we need a break now
Our troubles can't be fixed by separating, it's not the right solution

Wait! I'm losing patience
I am growing agitated and frustrated with the situation

Do we really need a break now
Is the distance between us truly necessary?

Do I face it, do I turn from it
Should I confront the problem or avoid it altogether?

Do I run or do I learn from it
Should I flee from the issue or try to gain wisdom from it?

What's the right move
I am uncertain of the best course of action

I'm confused like what, like what did I do
I am bewildered and unsure of how I contributed to the problem

You just go and say the word how come i lose
Your words alone are enough to defeat me

Like all we had to do was put the work in
If only we had tried harder, things might have been different

Assume the worst I'm in the dirt drag my mind through it
I am expecting the worst outcome and it's weighing heavily on my mental state

Just like always time will heal my wounds
I have faith that with time, I will recover from this pain

Find myself stuck inside my dark room with the door locked
I feel isolated and trapped in my own despair

Ya, but I keep moving
Despite my struggles, I continue to push forward

Time is still moving forward
The world keeps spinning despite my struggles

You got control of my emotions
You have the ability to manipulate and affect my feelings

You got control of my attention and my focus
My thoughts are consumed by you, to the exclusion of all else

All my time and my mind state
My entire being is consumed by thoughts of you

That shit is mine give it time
I am holding onto the hope that this situation will eventually resolve itself

Wait! why'd you look back
I am curious as to why you turned away from me

Just hit the road about it
I can't handle feeling confused and hurt anymore, I just want you to leave

So go and doubt me
I am resigned to the fact that you don't trust me

I just want to prove you wrong
My desire to prove myself to you drives me forwards

You just want to be alone
I feel like you are pushing me away and just want to be by yourself

So you broke me
Your rejection has shattered me

And left me to the wolves
I feel abandoned and alone in my pain

You keep acting like you know me
I feel like you misunderstand me and are making assumptions about me

I wish you knew me but you only know the old me
I wish you understood who I am now, not who I used to be

You got my heart
My love and devotion is entirely focused on you

Fuck
My frustration and anger overwhelms me