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Niel Lyrics


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It's been so long
Since I felt like there was nothing wrong, with life
Felt like where I belong, in life
But It's all false
After all this time I'm still lost
There are a lot of questions to be resolved
But still I cannot find those
No matter what I do
So it was all a fake, I see
Now you're nothing to me
Stop trying to contact me
There is forgiveness on one side
But I won't give that to you
Cause you took old me
And you can't give that back
Cause it's gone
Yeah you broke a lot of people, not just me
You needed to think again, I'm back at the beach
Reliving it all again in my dreams
I'm scared to death, all I want is to scream
There is a lot that I still want to ask you about
But for now I'll just let that be
Cause I feel like I'm finally free
So it was all a fake, I see
Now you're nothing to me
Stop trying to contact me
There is forgiveness on one side
But I won't give that to you
Cause you took old me




And you can't give that back
Cause it's gone

Overall Meaning

In these lyrics, Niel expresses a sense of disconnection and disillusionment with life. He starts by reflecting on how long it has been since he last felt content and at ease. He longs to find his purpose and a sense of belonging but acknowledges that these feelings have been false and elusive. Despite the passage of time, Niel remains lost and unable to find answers to the questions that plague him. This sense of being adrift and unresolved creates a deep void within him.


Niel then shifts his focus to a specific person who has caused him pain. He reveals that this individual has betrayed him, leading him to question their worth in his life. He resents their attempts to reach out and make amends, as he believes that forgiveness should be earned, not freely given. Niel acknowledges that this person has caused harm not only to him, but also to many others. He bitterly remarks that they should have reconsidered their actions before inflicting pain upon others. These experiences have left a lasting impact on Niel, haunting him even in his dreams. The fear and anger he feels are overwhelming, leaving him with an intense desire to scream and release his pent-up emotions.


Despite still longing for answers and closure, Niel decides to let go of his need to confront this person and seek understanding. He chooses to focus on his own freedom and release himself from their grip. Niel realizes that what he had with this person was a facade, and they are now insignificant to him. He emphatically states that he will not grant forgiveness easily, for they have taken away the person he used to be, a version of himself that can never be returned. With the acceptance of this truth, Niel's final conclusion is that he has moved on, letting go of the past and embracing his newfound sense of liberation.


Overall, these lyrics explore themes of disillusionment, betrayal, and the struggle to find oneself amidst pain and confusion. Niel's emotional journey is filled with raw emotions and a desire to break free from the past that has haunted him for so long.


Line by Line Meaning

It's been so long
A significant amount of time has passed


Since I felt like there was nothing wrong, with life
I haven't experienced any major issues or problems in life


Felt like where I belong, in life
I had a sense of belonging and purpose in life


But It's all false
However, that sense of belonging was actually untrue


After all this time I'm still lost
Even after the passage of time, I remain confused and directionless


There are a lot of questions to be resolved
There are numerous unresolved questions


But still I cannot find those
Unfortunately, I am unable to discover the answers to those questions


No matter what I do
Regardless of my efforts


So it was all a fake, I see
Thus, everything I believed or felt was deceptive and untrue


Now you're nothing to me
You hold no significance or importance in my life anymore


Stop trying to contact me
Cease your attempts to communicate with me


There is forgiveness on one side
One party is willing to offer forgiveness


But I won't give that to you
However, I refuse to grant you forgiveness


Cause you took old me
Because you have taken away the person I used to be


And you can't give that back
You are unable to restore or return what was taken


Cause it's gone
Because that part of me is lost forever


Yeah you broke a lot of people, not just me
You have caused significant emotional harm to multiple individuals, not only myself


You needed to think again, I'm back at the beach
You should reconsider your actions while I am reminiscing at the beach


Reliving it all again in my dreams
I am repeatedly experiencing those memories in my dreams


I'm scared to death, all I want is to scream
I am extremely frightened and desire to express my emotions through a scream


There is a lot that I still want to ask you about
There are numerous questions I still have for you


But for now I'll just let that be
But for the time being, I will leave those questions unanswered


Cause I feel like I'm finally free
Because I finally feel liberated and unburdened


So it was all a fake, I see
Therefore, everything was an illusion and not genuine, as I now realize


Now you're nothing to me
You hold no significance or importance in my life anymore


Stop trying to contact me
Cease your attempts to communicate with me


There is forgiveness on one side
One party is willing to offer forgiveness


But I won't give that to you
However, I refuse to grant you forgiveness


Cause you took old me
Because you have taken away the person I used to be


And you can't give that back
You are unable to restore or return what was taken


Cause it's gone
Because that part of me is lost forever




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Niels Rosbergen

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에다 펠쳄-터키

Niel has so many international fans. So please add eng subs to MVs. This way reactors and int fans won’t watch subbed versions from other channels

AriesVixen

I'm American.. who's not of England or USA (/territories.. don't be that person 🙄) and speaking English? If you're reading this, well.. there's my point being made in real life.

AriesVixen

Look, I get international doesn't equal English. I'm not trying to step on toes here. Just pointing out the road that's already been paved that we're all walking. Eventually we're going to get the reality of this one- world idea trend, and it's going to come w a universal language. I don't think I'm wrong to assume it will be English, at least rn. Maybe French will rise up to be the newest thing come a few years, who knows. But for now, facts are most ppl who speak 2 languages have English as one. I mean, I don't think it's such a bad thing to have a universal language. Popularity will prob decide which one when the time comes. Popularity rn- English and Japanese for their market. Go fight the world, not the messenger. 🤘✌️🖕

I_KPOP_Fan

Probably because of an accuracy fear.

bexluver

For real

Mini Mochi💜

International does not = English. People need to start wording this differently.
"Neil has so many International fans, it would be so nice and make many of us so happy if you could include those who have been supporting him in so many different countries outside of Korea." They can obviously see that you are and English speaker so you wouldn't have to tell them & then you can help others as well.

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elina

his face awakens nostalgia but his energy feels fresh!

Bareera Alvi

He sort of ressembles taemin IMO
Anyway, i just discovered him and I think his music is fire

아라

ahh yesss the best description!!!

Pink Girl

So happy for this new stage for him

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