I Return
Nightingale Lyrics


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Day and night just come and go
I hate that life is so deceiving
I feel this urge to turn away
From all the sadness and grieving

I find my way back to the place where we parted
All I hear is my heart pounding inside
I'm so afraid of what I'll see when I return
There's a part of me that needs to say goodbye
Until we meet again

Now and then he reappears
In my dreams
In my illusions
Pointing out the chosen path
It feels so real
Am I really dreaming?

Soon I'll see what time has done to my creation
Hell on Earth is just a few steps away
The Sun is hiding
I am in the heart of darkness
I'm closing in on the godforsaken tree

The moment I defy the pain
Is here again, in another way
All the fear in my life
Is erased from my soul
I never knew that my fantasies
Could be oh so close to reality
And what I see here right now
Is so hard to believe

I see the rope, my friend is gone
His body's nowhere to be found
I hear him whisper in the wind
I hear him calling out my name
Am I going insane?

The moment I defy the fear
Is here again, I can feel he's near
All the fear in my life
Have returned to my soul
I never knew that my fantasies
Could be oh so close to reality




And what I'm hearing right now
Is so hard to believe

Overall Meaning

The song "I Return" by Nightingale talks about the singer's struggle with the passing of time, deception in life, and the fear of confronting the reality of separation. The song opens with the depiction of how time passes by, and how life can be deceiving. The singer feels the urge to turn away from all the sadness and grieving. The next line "I find my way back to the place where we parted" suggests that the singer has lost someone dear and wants to visit the place where they parted ways. The pounding of the heart indicates the emotional turmoil the singer is going through.


The next stanza talks about how the person still appears in the dreams and illusions of the singer, and he feels that he is pointing out the chosen path. The chosen path could refer to the way the person lived or the legacy he left behind. However, the singer is unsure whether he is dreaming or not. The stanza, "Soon I'll see what time has done to my creation, Hell on Earth is just a few steps away," suggests that he is anxious about what the reality of the person's departure will be like. The fear of pain and darkness is palpable in the words "I am in the heart of darkness."


The singer has a moment where he defies the pain of separation and tries to come to terms with the loss. The singer confronts his fears and accepts that his fantasies could be so close to reality. However, the reality is beyond imagination when he sees the rope and realizes his friend is gone. He hears his friend whisper in the wind and calling out his name but wonders if he's going insane. The ending leaves the listener questioning whether the singer has found closure or is struggling with clinging onto the person's memory.


Line by Line Meaning

Day and night just come and go
Life is constantly moving forward without pause


I hate that life is so deceiving
I dislike the fact that life can be misleading


I feel this urge to turn away
I have the desire to avoid facing something


From all the sadness and grieving
To escape all the negative emotions that come with loss


I find my way back to the place where we parted
I return to the location where we separated


All I hear is my heart pounding inside
I only hear the rhythm of my heartbeat


I'm so afraid of what I'll see when I return
I am scared of what I will witness upon coming back


There's a part of me that needs to say goodbye
My soul feels the need to bid farewell


Until we meet again
A phrase expressing the hope of meeting in the future


Now and then he reappears
He occasionally returns


In my dreams
In my subconscious mind while sleeping


In my illusions
In my false perceptions or fantasy


Pointing out the chosen path
Showing me the way that I should take


It feels so real
It seems authentic


Am I really dreaming?
Is this truly a figment of my imagination?


Soon I'll see what time has done to my creation
I will soon notice the effects of time on my work


Hell on Earth is just a few steps away
A difficult situation is about to occur


The Sun is hiding
The sun is not visible


I am in the heart of darkness
I am situated in a place of spiritual or psychological gloominess


I'm closing in on the godforsaken tree
I am getting closer to the tree that has been abandoned by God


The moment I defy the pain
When I overcome my suffering


Is here again, in another way
Pain has returned in a different form


All the fear in my life
The terror that I have felt throughout my life


Is erased from my soul
It is purged from me


I never knew that my fantasies
I had no idea that my daydreams


Could be oh so close to reality
Could be nearly identical to the truth


And what I see here right now
What I observe at this particular moment


Is so hard to believe
It is difficult to accept


I see the rope, my friend is gone
I notice the rope, and my companion is missing


His body's nowhere to be found
His corpse cannot be located


I hear him whisper in the wind
I perceive him murmuring in the breeze


I hear him calling out my name
I notice him shouting my name


Am I going insane?
Am I becoming mentally unstable?


The moment I defy the fear
When I overcome my apprehension


Is here again, I can feel he's near
Fear has returned, and I sense that he is close by


All the fear in my life
The anxiety that I have experienced throughout my life


Have returned to my soul
It has made its way back into me once again


I never knew that my fantasies
I had no idea that my reveries


Could be oh so close to reality
Could be extremely similar to the actual world


And what I'm hearing right now
What I am hearing at the moment


Is so hard to believe
It is challenging to comprehend




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Dan swano!...one of the greatest artists in Sweden!

sofia zabala

Amazing

Elaoud Mouhcine

Nice Band, Nice Song <3

Sweam Yimin

everyday same feelings, not bored... thanks swano

Jérôme Mercklé

The best

Darren Verni

Still holds up, even 20 years after its release

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