Under The Sun
Nine Black Alps Lyrics


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Shock myself again
Cross my name off the list
I don't belong

Why would you depend
On a voice that can only do you wrong?
I don't want to be alone
I'll be over there
Under the sun
That yellow moon
Is cold and it holds no comfort there
No room to hide your cares

Fell asleep again
Dreamt myself as a cloud
That never rains

Why would you depend
On a heart that can only bring you pain?
I don't want to be around

I'll be over there
Under the sun
That yellow moon
Is cold and it holds no comfort there
No room to hide your cares

You fell into a steady sleep
Awoke alone and out of reach
To stumble over who you were
Then told your story in reverse

You fell into a steady sleep
Awoke alone and out of reach




To stumble over who you were
A horror story underneath the sun

Overall Meaning

In this song, Nine Black Alps explores themes of isolation and self-doubt. The singer appears to be struggling with feelings of inadequacy and a sense of not belonging, as evidenced by the opening lines where they shock themselves and "cross their name off the list". They question the usefulness of depending on their own voice or heart, recognizing their tendency to "do you wrong" and "bring you pain". Despite this, the singer refuses to give up entirely and instead chooses to seek solace "under the sun", away from the cold and unfeeling moon, where there is "no room to hide your cares".


The verses of the song are preceded and followed by a haunting refrain that hints at a darker undercurrent to the lyrics. The repeated line "You fell into a steady sleep, awoke alone and out of reach, to stumble over who you were, a horror story underneath the sun" seems to suggest a deeper level of trauma or pain that the singer is grappling with.


Overall, "Under The Sun" is a poignant and introspective song that touches on universal feelings of insecurity and anxiety, while also hinting at deeper, more troubling emotions that lie beneath the surface.


Line by Line Meaning

Shock myself again
I am surprised and taken aback by my own actions or thoughts once again.


Cross my name off the list
I am removing myself from something because I realize that I don't belong there.


I don't belong
I feel like an outsider and I don't fit in with the group that I am associating with.


Why would you depend
I am questioning why someone would rely on something that has consistently let them down.


On a voice that can only do you wrong?
Why would you trust and depend on a source of guidance that always leads you astray?


I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be by myself and left to struggle without support or help.


I'll be over there
I'll go over there in order to get away from whatever is causing me discomfort or pain.


Under the sun
I will be in an open and exposed place where I can feel the warmth and energy of the sun.


That yellow moon
The moon that I see is stark, cold, and offers no solace or comfort.


Is cold and it holds no comfort there
The moon offers no warmth or comfort to me in my current state, leaving me wanting for something else to comfort me.


No room to hide your cares
There aren't any places in or behind the moon where I can go to escape my problems or concerns.


Fell asleep again
I have dozed off and drifted into slumber once again.


Dreamt myself as a cloud
I imagined myself as a puffy, white mass floating aimlessly in the sky.


That never rains
But unlike a typical cloud, I never release water droplets and cause precipitation to fall to the ground.


On a heart that can only bring you pain?
I am questioning why someone would continue to trust and rely on an entity that always brings them sadness and heartache.


I don't want to be around
I don't want to be near the person, object, or situation that brings me pain or sorrow.


You fell into a steady sleep
You drifted into unconsciousness and into a peaceful slumber.


Awoke alone and out of reach
When you woke up, you were by yourself and overwhelmed, feeling like no one could relate to what you were feeling.


To stumble over who you were
You tripped over and struggled with finding and understanding your identity and sense of self.


Then told your story in reverse
You attempted to piece together your life and experiences but had to work backward from the present to the past in order to do so.




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