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Nine Inch Nails Lyrics


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Everything is catching up with me
I awake to find I'm not at all where I should be
And it feels I'm getting to the end
And it's hard to figure out
What's real and what's pretend

To break from what we're tied to
God knows how much I've tried to

And I am still inside you
And I am still inside you

I escape every now and then
And to think I find myself
Back here again, and again

I used to know who I was
Until you came along
I return to the only place
I've ever felt that I belong

To break from what we're tied to
God knows how much I've tried to

And I am still inside you
And I am still inside you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Nine Inch Nails's "Home" explore the confusion and disorientation the singer feels as everything begins to "catch up" with them. They wake up realizing they are not where they should be and feel as though they are approaching the end of something. The line "It's hard to figure out what's real and what's pretend" reveals the singer's struggle to make sense of their situation and distinguish truth from falsehood.


The chorus repeats the idea of being "still inside you," suggesting a relationship or connection between the singer and an unseen entity. This could be interpreted in a few different ways: it could be a metaphor for feeling trapped or confined, a representation of a past relationship, or an allusion to some kind of inner struggle or duality within the singer themselves. The line "God knows how much I've tried to" adds a layer of desperation and impotence to the singer's attempts to escape their situation.


Ultimately, the lyrics paint a picture of a person who is feeling trapped and struggling to break free. The references to escape and returning to the "only place" they feel they belong suggest a desire for freedom and a sense of belonging or purpose. The repeated chorus line emphasizes the idea that the singer is still trapped or connected to something, despite their efforts to break free.


Line by Line Meaning

Everything is catching up with me
I'm feeling overwhelmed by all the things happening in my life


I awake to find I'm not at all where I should be
I'm lost and unsure of what I want in life


And it feels I'm getting to the end
I'm running out of time and options


And it's hard to figure out What's real and what's pretend
I'm struggling to distinguish what's true from what's fake


To break from what we're tied to God knows how much I've tried to
I want to escape from the things holding me back, but it's not easy


And I am still inside you And I am still inside you
I'm deeply connected to someone or something that I can't get away from


I escape every now and then And to think I find myself Back here again, and again
I try to break free, but I keep finding myself back in the same place


I used to know who I was Until you came along
I had a sense of identity, but you changed everything


I return to the only place I've ever felt that I belong
I seek refuge in the only place where I feel comfortable




Lyrics © Downtown Music Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Trent Reznor

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@xavierroninblack8829

A white Forrest

I wake up in a Forrest
Echos of a distant voice call to me
I try and run towards the voice
And I approach seeing a figure in white
It's voice is monotone and quiet
Yet when I run towards it
As I call to it
The environment changes and contorts
The white figure disappeared before my eyes
His body turns into white leaves
Now the echo I heard I hear no more
I look around me and the trees of white
Start to drip with blood
Eyes protruding from the trees
I look around and I'm feeling so cold
The eyes are red as they watch me
I start to run to somewhere unknown
My steps are in vain without noise
Each step I go deeper into the ground
Just beneath my feet the void I see
Walking further i feel numb
The ground beneath me is so shallow
I try and scream yet nothing
I can only hear distant laughter
My mouth feels sewn shut
Please god help me I try and mutter
Yet I only sink deeper as I realize
No god was there just the void
I can feel the numb spreading though me
As laughter and white figure haunt me
This feels all too real as I sink
I reach my hand up hoping for anything
To gasp it and pull me up
Yet no one's there
Now I truly am alone here
So cold and alone



All comments from YouTube:

@williammann4485

Today I discovered a new NIN song.
Today was a good day.

@-.MICHAEL.-

@@razorbladeblizzard6814 same with other (post)industrial(metal) musicians and I like it

@Badluckfistfck

I’ve been a NIN fan since I was 16. Home has been my favorite song ever since the first time I heard it. I am in the process of getting out of an extremely psychologically abusive marriage, which has culminated in me feeling like I lost who I am, anything that used to make me happy, and my entire life feels empty and meaningless. I’ve been broken mentally to the point I don’t know what’s real and what isn’t (if you’ve ever had the misfortune of being in a relationship with someone with npd you’ll know exactly what I mean). I haven’t heard this song in years and I am crying pretty hysterically hearing it again. It’s eerie how appropriate this song is to what my life has been since I was just a teenage kid obsessed with NIN. It’s such a huge comfort and reminds me of who I really am. I wish I could tell Trent what an impact he has had on my life and how much he’s helped me. My ex robbed me of so many things, to the extent I am a shell of the human I used to be, but he could not take away my passion for NIN. This is still my favorite song in the history of music.

@AlexTheDiamond

you can do it Sarah.

@brianmcclelland7682

How are you doing now, Sarah? In the past 6 months later, have things gotten better or worse? Hopefully good.

Peace.

@renderriggs5042

Hope you get better, sis. Stay strong there.

@candleg72

@@AlexTheDiamond You're Sweet!!

@boneappletea3858

Oddly enough that's what being a christian/ religous person is like.

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@leodigiosia9418

what a fantastic song. Best line/delivery is: I used to know who I was until you came along

@stephc4114

we all know who we are before addiction takes over.

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