Evil
Nkalis Lyrics

Ive got a little bit of evil in me
The singer acknowledges that they have an inherent darkness within themselves.

Little book of evil deeds
The singer has a collection of immoral actions or ideas that they keep as a sort of personal record.

And I wont exercise these demons Let them feed
The singer chooses not to try to rid themselves of their dark tendencies, but rather allows them to grow and develop.

Everyday I feel the same
The artist experiences a consistent sense of monotony or hopelessness in their life.

Everyday I play the game
The artist feels like they are participating in a rigged system where they have no control over the outcome.

Everyday I wake and bake And see what energy remains
The singer begins each day by smoking marijuana and assessing how much motivation or drive they have left.

Try to run but I got chains on my feet And this pain in my knees
The singer feels trapped or restrained in their life, and also experiences physical discomfort.

I ain't scared I just need a little Power and a beat
The artist wants to feel empowered and energized, and believes that music can provide that feeling.

Got apologies to leave Right at the front door of my neighbours flat
The artist feels remorse for their past actions and wants to make amends with their neighbor.

My sub was on you see I Had a little too much fun Was on the powder don't you see Threw my TV right out the window Regret that immediately
The artist got carried away with drugs and destroyed their property, but soon regretted their actions.

I wrote im sorry Sorry's what I said I didn't write no more and went outside To buy some bread
The singer apologizes to their neighbor in a brief note, but doesn't want to linger on the incident and goes to buy groceries.

Walked into the store Catch a look from granny pet Swear the pug can see the evil in me Kicked it where it sat
The artist encounters an elderly woman and her dog, and feels like the dog can sense their malevolence, so they kick the dog out of aggression or paranoia.

High for ten years straight Had to numb my brain Since im twelve ain't sane Should've started at eight
The singer has used drugs to cope with their emotional issues for a long time, beginning at a young age.

Man I grew up with these thoughts gotta say From a cereal box to these rocks in my brain And my doc isn't trained Like the rest he's insane He got prepped in a church for the ghosts that unchain
The singer has had disturbing thoughts for as long as they can remember, possibly influenced by their environment or upbringing. They also feel like their mental health professionals are not qualified to understand them.

For the one like you and I Wave the gun like do or die Saying fuck you to a child Hope he goes home applies
The singer feels a sense of solidarity with the listener, and suggests that they both possess the same level of anger and aggression. They also express a desire to intimidate or harm vulnerable people.

All this new knowledge I don't do bondage Every time I wake up gotta change college
The artist has learned new information about themselves or the world, and decides to reject anything that feels restrictive or inhibiting. They also frequently change their priorities or place in life.

I got this evil on my hands Got this evil in my head Got in evil I Stand back Run and punch you in the neck
The artist feels overwhelmed by their own malice and is fearful that it will lead to lashing out against another person.

Run and punch you in the neck I wanna punch you in the neck
The singer repeats their desire to harm someone, specifically to violently strike them in the neck.

I tried wearing make up like the joker But they say pennywise is a bitch Got to work it over
The singer has attempted to emulate the Joker, a villain known for their outlandish makeup and actions. However, they were ridiculed or unimpressed with their look, and now have to improve their persona.

It just gets so boring just walking these streets Get a little crazy from these boom bap beats And i hate these local rappers gotta say All this chit chat out their ass Motherfucker just go pray for another life For a better way to go One day ride up to your crib With a molotov O Bros
The artist feels like their environment is unstimulating and they need to find a way to feel more alive. They also dislike other rappers who they feel are inauthentic or delusional. They then make a violent and threatening statement towards an unknown person.

Bullet to the forehead when I enter god mode Tulip when its over like im Luzifer goat And i don't think they gonna notice when I rob their ass cold Leave a message at the door Like don't worry Jesus knows
The artist envisions themselves becoming godlike and almost godly. They also plan to commit a crime without being caught, and ends the song with a dark joke suggesting that even though they have done something wrong, they are absolved by their faith in Jesus.