Homesick
Noah Kahan Lyrics


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Two months since you got back
How have you been and are you bored yet?
The weather ain't been bad
If you're into masochistic bullshit

And every photograph
That's taken here is from the summer
Some guy won Olympic gold
Eight years ago, a distance runner
And that makes a lot of sense
This place is such great motivation
For anyone trying to move
The fuck away from hibernation, yoo-hoo

Well, I'm tired of dirt roads
Named after high school friends' grandfathers
And motherfuckers here still don't know they caught
The Boston bombers
Time moves so damn slow
I swear I feel my organs failing
I stopped caring 'bout a month ago
Since then, it's been smooth sailing

I would leave if only I could find a reason
I'm mean because I grew up in New England
I got dreams but I can't make myself believe them
Spend the rest of my life with what could have been
And I will die in the house that I grew up in
I'm homesick
I'm homesick
I'm homesick
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh

I would leave if only I could find a reason
I'm mean because I grew up in New England
I got dreams but I can't make myself believe them
Spend the rest of my life with what could have been
And I will die in the house that I grew up in
I'm homesick
I'm homesick
I'm homesick




I'm homesick
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh

Overall Meaning

The song "Homesick" by Noah Kahan is a melancholic and introspective piece that speaks to the longing to leave one's hometown in search of new experiences, while also acknowledging the deep emotional ties to the place where one grew up. The opening lines beautifully capture this sentiment, with the singer asking how the person he's addressing has been since they returned home and expressing his curiosity as to whether they've become bored yet. The next lines are biting in their criticism of the place, with the description of the weather being "masochistic bullshit." This suggests that the place is one that is difficult to live in, but there is still something that draws people to it.


The lyrics then take a turn, with the mention of a photograph taken in the summer and an Olympic gold medalist. These details provide a contrasting perspective, implying that there are reasons to stay in this place and that it can be a source of motivation for those who want to leave. The singer then goes on to express his disillusionment with the place, citing "dirt roads named after high school friends' grandfathers" and the fact that people there still talk about the Boston bombers. He laments the slow passage of time and the feeling of his organs failing, suggesting an overall sense of stagnation and decay. However, he also acknowledges that he stopped caring a month ago, implying a kind of resignation or acceptance of his situation.


The final stanza of the song further elaborates on the singer's conflicting feelings, as he grapples with the idea of leaving but ultimately feels tied to his hometown. He expresses a desire to leave but also admits that he can't find a reason to do so. He feels mean in his criticism of the place and recognizes that his dreams are difficult to achieve. The repetition of "I'm homesick" underscores the deep emotional resonance of these conflicting feelings, as the singer struggles to reconcile his desire for change with his attachment to the past.


Overall, the song is a meditation on the complexities of place and identity, as the singer tries to make sense of his conflicting feelings about his hometown and his future.


Line by Line Meaning

Two months since you got back
It has been two months since your return.


How have you been and are you bored yet?
Asking how the person has been doing and if they've become bored of their surroundings.


The weather ain't been bad
The weather has not been terrible.


If you're into masochistic bullshit
Unless the person enjoys pain and suffering.


And every photograph
Every picture taken in this place.


That's taken here is from the summer
Has been captured during the summer season.


Some guy won Olympic gold
An anonymous man won an Olympic gold medal.


Eight years ago, a distance runner
Eight years ago, this runner achieved success in a distance race.


And that makes a lot of sense
It is logical and reasonable.


This place is such great motivation
This place can inspire people to leave and pursue their dreams.


For anyone trying to move
For anyone attempting to relocate.


The fuck away from hibernation
To escape from a period of inactivity or stagnation.


Well, I'm tired of dirt roads
I am exhausted by the presence of unpaved roads.


Named after high school friends' grandfathers
That have been named in honor of elderly relatives of my high school peers.


The motherfuckers here still don't know they caught
The people here are unaware that they caught the Boston bombers.


Time moves so damn slow
The passage of time seems unusually sluggish.


I swear I feel my organs failing
I feel like my internal organs are giving out on me.


I stopped caring 'bout a month ago
I have lost the ability to care about anything for the last month.


Since then, it's been smooth sailing
Things have been going relatively well since then.


I would leave if only I could find a reason
I wish I could leave, but I need a justification.


I'm mean because I grew up in New England
My negative attitude is due to my upbringing in New England.


I got dreams but I can't make myself believe them
I have aspirations, but I struggle to believe in them.


Spend the rest of my life with what could have been
I will spend the rest of my life wondering what could have been.


And I will die in the house that I grew up in
I will pass away in the house I was raised in.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


I would leave if only I could find a reason
I wish I could leave, but I need a justification.


I'm mean because I grew up in New England
My negative attitude is due to my upbringing in New England.


I got dreams but I can't make myself believe them
I have aspirations, but I struggle to believe in them.


Spend the rest of my life with what could have been
I will spend the rest of my life wondering what could have been.


And I will die in the house that I grew up in
I will pass away in the house I was raised in.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


I'm homesick
I long for home.


Oh
An exclamation of emotion and emphasis.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Noah Kahan

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@sleepyrodent

My most important pieces of advice for moving to NE are as follows:

1. Befriend a neighbor with a snowblower ASAP. Quickest way to accomplish this is to bring them Dunks.
2. Learn to love Dunks.
3. Expand your wardrobe to cover all weather possibilities.
4. Embrace aggressive driving.
5. Keep in mind that our version of “nice” is different from most of the country’s.

Welcome home! 😘



All comments from YouTube:

@emilyheaberlin5128

It's like admitting through Gritted teeth how much you truly do like your hometown, if only because if the nostalgia of it

@joshrhoads9419

Like admitting you love it because it’s part of who you were and who you became as a person, yet you hate the place all the same

@realmfire7878

@@joshrhoads9419 yes
exactly this

@kissurapocalypse

I can attest to this. I’ve lived in Florida for half a year. And granted I still lived in MA, I lived in different houses and cities but your comment is me every time I stray too far from my childhood home. Lol. This whole song too tho. Speaks to me! Lolol

@beccafelice9464

Yes I would rather pull my teeth then live there again but I miss it at the same time

@kl3359

Bro it’s so facts I had so much anger towards my home town and the people there but when I left it all faded and was replaced with this heavy feeling of nostalgia and a sense of realization that home is not where u go but where you’re heart is

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@fien111

Truly the anthem of people who live in the Northeast. "Fuck this place.....I'm not leaving, though."

@Sparrow_-

As someone from the Northeast this is so true

@user-sm2kt9mr3e

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@user-bn1lo8ry5t

exactly...i left and our singular goal is to get back after I brought my Wife up once...sentiment "Fuck this place, but we want to be here"

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