Freakshow
Nomy Lyrics

Would you hold me if I'm empty
If I have nothing left inside, would you still be there to hold me?

Would you care if I was lost
If I'm wandering aimlessly and can't find my way, would you still care about me?

Would you love me if I'm guilty
Even if I've done wrong and am full of guilt, would you still love me?

No matter what it cost
Regardless of the price, would you still love me?

Would you use your knife against me
If you had the choice, would you hurt me?

Would you cut me just to see
Would you harm me without any reason?

If I would go to heaven
If I were to die, would I go to heaven?

But that remains to see
That's something that can't be known for sure.

So welcome to my freakshow
Welcome to the part of me that's strange, unusual, and different from others.

This is who I am
This is my true self, and I won't hide it.

Part of me is empty
There's a part of me that feels hollow and incomplete.

But I am still a man
But I'm still a human being with feelings and emotions.

So use your imagination
Let your mind be open and creative.

And take a look around
Observe and explore my world.

This is my creation
This is what I've built, what I've made, what I've become.

This is what you found
This is what you see when you look at me.

You may never leave
You may get stuck in my world and never leave.

This is everything I know
This is all I have, this is my truth.

For your's is hard to believe
My reality may be difficult for you to accept and comprehend.

Would you kiss me when I bleed
If I'm hurt and bleeding, would you still show me affection?

Would you see or close my eyes
If I'm dying, would you watch me or close my eyes?

Cuz' I won't live forever
I won't be alive indefinitely.

Creatures made by lies
False ideas and lies have influenced and shaped me.

You are in my head
You're entering my thoughts and emotional state.

It's empty when I sleep
When I'm resting, my mind feels hollow and unfulfilled.

And I'm dying in my bed
I'm slowly losing myself and dying inside.

Every situation
Every experience and circumstance.

It isn't real, it is a game
Everything is a facade, artificial and constructed.

It's my disposition
It's my nature and character.

I can't feel no shame
I'm incapable of feeling any shame or regret.

I try to understand them
I attempt to comprehend my emotions and my environment.

I try to ask them why
I question why I'm feeling these emotions.

Why they are inside me
Why am I being influenced and affected by these emotions?

No matter what I try
Despite my efforts, I can't escape my emotions and thoughts.

I can't sleep
I'm experiencing insomnia and can't find rest.

Everything makes me fall
Everything around me feels overwhelming and causes me to crumble.

Cuz' of you, dreams come true
Because of you, my dreams and hopes seem attainable.

Is it you or is it me
Am I the problem or are you?

Am I blind or can I see
Am I unable to see the truth or am I aware of it?

Do you know what I can dream
Do you understand my aspirations and goals?

Can you break my self esteem
Are you capable of destroying my sense of self-worth?

Can you pull me through the sky
Can you lift me up and help me achieve my goals?

Would it end if I would die
Would everything end if I were to pass away?

Can you carry me along
Can you support me and guide me through life?

In peace where I belong
In a state of tranquility and comfort, where I deserve to be.