Meant to Be
Norman Lake Lyrics
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Cigarettes and mornings coughing
Caffeine, cold body
Am I just a haunting
Gaunt and hollow reflection wanting
Cast blame, retreat, into nothing
This is not who I'm meant to be
This is not who I'm meant to be
Oh God, this is not who I'm meant to be
Stoned in the evenings
Disposition slowly creeping
Away, from me
Tell me I'm healing
Rising tides drag me to the ceiling
Breathe in, push out
The feeling
That I don't love me
So Nobody else can
Its the lie within me
Its the contradiction
This is not who I'm meant to be
This is not who I'm meant to be
This is not who I'm meant to be
Oh God, this is not who I'm meant to be
In the first verse, the lyrics convey a sense of dissatisfaction and despair in the singer's daily life. The "daily offerings" can be seen as mundane routines or habits that bring no fulfillment. The mention of cigarettes and coughing in the morning suggests a self-destructive behavior, while the reference to coldness implies a lack of warmth or vitality in the singer's body and emotions. The questioning of being "just a haunting" implies a feeling of being empty or incomplete, longing for something more substantial. The singer blames themselves and retreats, feeling like they are disappearing into nothingness. Overall, these lyrics express a deep sense of disconnection and a struggle to find one's true purpose or identity.
Moving into the second verse, the lyrics describe the singer's state of mind in the evenings. They mention being "stoned," which could refer to drug use or a feeling of being mentally numb or detached. The disposition slowly creeping away implies a gradual loss of emotional stability or a growing detachment from oneself and one's surroundings. The reference to rising tides dragging them to the ceiling suggests the overwhelming weight of negative emotions and thoughts that feel suffocating. The lines "Tell me I'm healing" express a desire for reassurance and validation that they are on the path to recovery or self-improvement. However, there is a contradiction present, as the singer admits that they don't love themselves and believe no one else can either. This line reveals a deep internal struggle and a lack of self-acceptance that contributes to their perceived identity crisis.
The repetition of the line "This is not who I'm meant to be" throughout the song emphasizes the core theme of the lyrics. The singer strongly believes that their current state of being is not aligned with their true potential or purpose in life. They feel trapped in a version of themselves that they do not identify with or desire to be. The plea to God in the line "Oh God, this is not who I'm meant to be" suggests a longing for divine intervention or guidance in finding their true self. It highlights the intensity of their desire for change and a deep yearning for a more authentic existence.
Overall, these lyrics explore themes of dissatisfaction, self-doubt, and the search for identity and purpose. The song conveys a sense of inner turmoil and the struggle to break free from negative patterns or self-imposed limitations. Through introspection and a plea for transformation, the singer longs to find the version of themselves they believe they are destined to be.
Line by Line Meaning
Daily offerings
Each day, I give up pieces of myself
Cigarettes and mornings coughing
Nicotine and the discomfort of the daybreak
Caffeine, cold body
Dependence on coffee to warm my lifeless form
Am I just a haunting
Do I exist only as a lingering presence?
Gaunt and hollow reflection wanting
Longing for substance in my emaciated reflection
Cast blame, retreat, into nothing
Pointing fingers and withdrawing into emptiness
This is not who I'm meant to be
I am destined for more than this existence
Oh God, this is not who I'm meant to be
Oh dear God, I pray for a different path
Stoned in the evenings
Engulfed in a haze of intoxication at night
Disposition slowly creeping
My state of mind gradually deteriorating
Away, from me
Drifting further and further from my true self
Tell me I'm healing
Assure me that I am on the path to recovery
Rising tides drag me to the ceiling
Overwhelming emotions pulling me towards my breaking point
Breathe in, push out
Inhale deeply, exhale the pain
The feeling
The sensation of self-doubt
That I don't love me
That I struggle to find love for myself
So Nobody else can
Making it difficult for others to love me as well
Its the lie within me
A falsehood residing in my core
Its the contradiction
The conflicting elements within my being
This is not who I'm meant to be
I am destined for a different version of myself
Oh God, this is not who I'm meant to be
Oh dear God, I plea for a transformation
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Joseph MacMahan
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
David Skyler
Such a fun creative beautifully shot simple video - goes perfectly with the song, I love it!
Joey MacMahan
Thank you so much!!! really appreciate it :)
The Art of Body Singing
Great Song!!! Great Video!!!! Love it!!!!
Those Animals
So good!!
Norman Lake
Thanks so much!
fashion.jacket
I love the part with the mummy
Norman Lake
haha my favorite part too
Afroshoujo
<3