You awaken in anxiety! Thoughts swarming like angry bees in a foggy jungle… Read Full Bio ↴You awaken in anxiety! Thoughts swarming like angry bees in a foggy jungle. You reach for your phone. but why? Who knows? But you do. Stress from the previous week has snowballed to this point. What the hell is going on? You don’t want to think about it. You want out. Where you planned to scroll through your feed to see the latest brand of chaos, you instead open your favorite music app and slide into your favorite anti-anxiety playlist. There you go. Feel better? The therapeutic sound of music.

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Nov.47 stands ready to assist in the battle to keep your panic attacks at bay. A spiritual substitution for Xanax, you could say. The Audio Warriors of the world do their jobs well so when you go back to sleep after a trip through your “Sleep-Sesh” playlist, give a wink and a nod to beings like Nov.47 who work tirelessly in the world of soundwaves. We’re always vibing with you. Please see your inbox for dat invoice, tho. ijs…

Let Me Go
Nov.47 Lyrics

[There you are]
What just happened?
What did I do?

Can you hear me cry?
I'm out here all alone
Oh why?
How could I be such a loser in life?
How do I get out of my own mind?
I feel like nothing ever goes right

Even when I win I lose inside
I pray that I find love before I die
But it seems that I may never see the light
I'm hopeless

I wish I had some way to empty my heart
Some way I could bury all of my pain and restart
If this is possible, tell me how to take part
I don't think I can face it all alone

So don't you let me go, let me go, go
My feelings, I can't show, I can't show, show
'Cause they betray my soul, yea my soul, soul
And I don't trust my heart
I don't know where to start
So please don't let me go, let me go, go
My future, I don't know, I don't know, know
The devil make me move slow, I move slow
Got way too many scars and I wish I could restart
I've lost myself

I've never known
How to take a chance
Afraid of being wrong (I don't wanna be alone)
Stuck in the past
For what?
I don't know [We are not alone]
So blinded I can't see where to go (I don't know where I'm goin')
I guess I'll just keep moving 'till I find [Just feel it]
Somewhere that I can't see what's behind (I really don't know how)
My pain is like a shadow at night [It's ok]
So dark that I could drown out the light
So hopeless

No use in looking 'cause I don't trust my eyes
I feel like I'm searching for some invisible prize
Running in circles, it's like I don't realize
I shouldn't face it all alone

So please don't let me go, let me go, go
My feelings, I can't show, I can't show, show
'Cause they betray my soul, yea my soul, soul
And I don't trust my heart
I don't know where to start
So please don't let me go
My future, I don't know, I don't know, know
The devil make me move slow, I move slow
Got way too many scars and I wish I could restart
I've lost myself

Don't know if I can recover, I've lost it all
I wonder if I'm worth the trouble
Should I call it off?
A life worth living ain't this one, time to make a call
My soul, if you hear me calling would you break my fall?

If I'm so damn special
Where is my place and what should I believe? [You can do better]
Who in the hell am I supposed to be? (maybe you're right)
Maybe I do know what's best for me
I guess I'll try and see

Don't tell me where to go [Did you feel that?]
I don't like it when I'm pressured
You should know (Yea...what was that?)
I can find my way
I won't be told [Responsibility]
How to live or how my life will flow (I think I like that)
I'm hopeful

I just need space so I can heal and be me
Don't worry about me 'cause I got all that I need
I won't let me die don't care how much I may bleed
I gotta face it all alone

So you should let me go, let me go, go
I feel like I'm OK but I don't know, hmm
I guess I'll do just fine if I move slow
'Cause I got nothing left
I'm all by myself
So you should let me go, let me go, go
I need some time to grow, let me go
Someday I'll reach that place where the stars go
Right now I'm hard to find but I'm learning how to shine
I see myself

[How do we wish to proceed?]
Well, uh...I guess I wanna move forward but uh
I don't know which way to go
[It's quite simple]
[All you have to do is f-ll-w y--r f--l-ngs]
Say wha?
I, I can't hear me, I mean you
Uhh
Whoever, uh
Where did
Where the hell am I?

Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid, Songtrust Ave

Written by: ARQUALIUS DAWAINE STEVENSON, MONTRELL DU'SHAUN COOPER

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