Gemini
Nova Charisma Lyrics

You're like a night intruder.
You are someone who is causing disturbance and chaos in my life, like an unwelcome guest in the middle of the night.

I am the last resort.
I am the final option, the only one left to handle this situation.

Picking at our desires.
You are exposing and exploiting our deepest longings.

This should be left alone.
This situation should not be meddled with or interfered with.

But you'll never
But the reality is that you will never

You'll never be what I want.
You will never fulfill the expectations and aspirations that I have of you.

You'll never
You will never

You'll never connect the dots.
You will never comprehend or understand the bigger picture or the connections between things.

My number
I am referring to my phone number

My number is not your crisis line could you please stop trying dear.
I do not want you to keep calling me for emotional support or help with your problems.

Woke up in your bed.
I found myself waking up in your bed.

It's killing me.
This situation is emotionally and mentally exhausting me.

And if my heart gives tear it out and take it as a trophy.
If my heart suffers and breaks due to this, you might as well take it as a prize or a token of your victory over me.

I undress.
I remove my clothes.

I digress.
I deviate from the topic or the main subject of our conversation or interaction.

Should I stay in tonight?
Asking if I should spend the night or go back home.

I want to be wanted but left alone.
I desire to be desired or appreciated, but at the same time, I also want to be free and independent.

But we'll never
But the truth is that we will never

We'll never be what we want.
We will never achieve or attain what we truly desire or seek.

We'll never
We will never

We'll never connect the dots!
We will never comprehend or understand the broader context or the relationships between events, actions, or people.

My number
I am referring to my phone number

My number is not your crisis line take what's yours I'll take mine.
I reiterate that my phone number is not a hotline for you to call in emergencies, and that we should take what belongs to each of us and stop getting involved with each other.

Tempting opportunity
An alluring and enticing chance or possibility

Sends me off into a new obscurity
Pushes me away towards an unknown and unexplored territory.

Why's it feel so good to set myself back?
Why does it feel pleasurable or satisfying to hold myself back or restrict my progress and development?

Get you gone so I come back.
If I can get rid of you, I can free myself and come back to my original form or state.

Get you get you gone.
I repeat my desire for you to leave me alone and disappear from my life.

I'll take what you give even though it will lay me out.
I will accept what you offer me, even if it harms me or knocks me down.

I'll take what you give even though it's acidic.
I will accept what you give me, even if it is bitter, painful, or damaging.

And I'll get better.
I will recover, heal, and improve over time.

I'll get better.
I will recover, heal, and improve over time.

No, I'll get better.
I emphasize that I will recover, heal, and improve over time, regardless of any obstacles or challenges.