Searching the Betrayal
Novembers Doom Lyrics


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I have searched for the words and emptiness is all I find.
The countless lies of love that fell from spoken dreams. (her)
What do I say to a man who knows my thoughts?
I thought I loved you in the lifetime we shared,
but I always knew you were never the one.
Even though you made me your queen,
the feelings for you never grew.
Wasted time in life pass by, shattered mirrors we built as one.
An aging world of broken hearts
and I am added to the long list of souls.
I'll never regret giving my all for you and to my grave,
your betrayal will die. (her)
If we could go back, and repeat this life again,
I would stop at the day my love failed you.
I would pray to above for those feelings to return,
and not let my wandering eyes take me from you.




Know in my heart, that there is a place,
that your disappointment has broken.

Overall Meaning

In the lyrics of Novembers Doom's song "Searching the Betrayal", the singer, who appears to be a woman addressing a man, speaks of the finding of emptiness instead of the words she had hoped to find. She speaks of how her spoken dreams of love have turned into countless lies, and how she believed she loved the man she shared her lifetime with, but deep down knew he was never the one. The singer goes on to express how wasted time has slipped away like shattered mirrors they had built together. She speaks of an aging world of broken hearts and how she is just another addition to the long list of souls, and that she will never regret giving her all even though she has been betrayed.


The singer goes on to say that if they could relive their life again, she would pray that her feelings for the man could return, and that she would not let her wandering eyes take her from him. She speaks of a place in her heart that his disappointment has broken, but still remains. These lyrics suggest a deep sadness and regret, as well as a longing to return to a time when she felt true love for this man.


Line by Line Meaning

I have searched for the words and emptiness is all I find.
Despite my search for an explanation or justification, I find only an absence of meaning


The countless lies of love that fell from spoken dreams.
Her words of love were a facade - nothing more than lies that left only shattered dreams.


What do I say to a man who knows my thoughts?
The grief and anger I feel towards the one who knows me best leaves me at a loss for words.


I thought I loved you in the lifetime we shared, but I always knew you were never the one.
The love that once existed between us was founded on a false hope that I now realize was never true.


Even though you made me your queen, the feelings for you never grew.
Despite your attempts to elevate me, I could never truly love you as you desired.


Wasted time in life pass by, shattered mirrors we built as one.
We wasted our time and efforts building a fragile relationship that was bound to shatter like broken glass.


An aging world of broken hearts and I am added to the long list of souls.
I join countless others in a world of heartbreak and despair that only grows with time.


I'll never regret giving my all for you and to my grave, your betrayal will die. (her)
Despite the betrayal I suffered, I have no regrets about my love for you and will take that secret to my grave.


If we could go back, and repeat this life again, I would stop at the day my love failed you.
If given the chance, I would undo the moment that shattered your heart and ended our love.


I would pray to above for those feelings to return, and not let my wandering eyes take me from you.
In that moment, I would pray for the return of my love and the strength to resist the temptation of others that led me astray.


Know in my heart, that there is a place, that your disappointment has broken.
I know in my heart that your disappointment in me has left a deep and painful scar that may never fully heal.




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