The Brave Pawn
Novembers Doom Lyrics


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I curse the day I believed in you
For I put my trust in your heart
I′m punished for the seeds I've sown
The fool had cost me more then words

I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I am the king without his Crown

Every time I lift my head
My hate for you grows more
I was innocent in the eyes of just
No prayers can unbind my hands

I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I am the king without his Crown

I accept the burden for the calling of the brave
I abstain from giving you the power that you crave
Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes
Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies

I release you from my site
Leaving me with this hand of fate
Passing judgement before I was alive
Until my death, I shall see you burn

I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I am the king without his Crown

I accept the burden for the calling of the brave
I abstain from giving you the power that you crave




Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes
Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies

Overall Meaning

The Brave Pawn is a powerful and emotional song that deals with betrayal and the painful consequences of putting trust in someone who ultimately proves to be unworthy of it. The lyrics express deep resentment and anger towards the person who has caused the singer's pain and suffering. The first few lines reveal regret and remorse for the mistake of trusting the person. The singer feels punished for the seeds he has sown and laments the cost he has paid. The chorus, "I am the one possessed by night, the bastard who broke you down, torturing the pawn in pure delight, I am the king without his crown" shows the singer's guilt and sense of being a perpetrator in the situation, while also highlighting his power over the person he has broken down, however, also depicting himself as a king without a crown, indicating that he has lost something valuable.


The pain and hatred towards the person intensifies throughout the song, with the line "Every time I lift my head, my hate for you grows more" expresses the deep and building animosity. The lyrics also demonstrate the idea that justice is not being served, with the line "no prayers can unbind my hands" indicating that there is no redemption or absolution for the wrongdoings. However, the singer accepts the burden and responsibility for his actions, "I accept the burden for the calling of the brave, I abstain from giving you the power that you crave", showing that he is willing to take responsibility and ownership for what he has done.


Some possible interpretations of the song relate to the idea of the struggle between good and evil, light and darkness, and how easily one can fall from grace. It also speaks to the fact that when we put our trust in someone, we are vulnerable to being betrayed and that it can be incredibly difficult to recover from the aftermath of such an act. Overall, The Brave Pawn is a moving and intense song that speaks to the human experience and emotions that we all feel at some point in our lives.


Line by Line Meaning

I curse the day I believed in you
I regret ever trusting you


For I put my trust in your heart
I trusted you blindly and it led to my downfall


I′m punished for the seeds I've sown
I am suffering the consequences of my bad decisions


The fool had cost me more then words
My foolishness has cost me dearly


I am the one possessed by night
I am consumed by darkness


The bastard who broke you down
I am the one who caused you pain


Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I took pleasure in your suffering


I am the king without his Crown
I hold power with no true authority


Every time I lift my head
Every time I think of you


My hate for you grows more
My anger towards you intensifies


I was innocent in the eyes of just
I was falsely accused and convicted


No prayers can unbind my hands
There is nothing that can undo what I have done


I accept the burden for the calling of the brave
I take responsibility for my actions


I abstain from giving you the power that you crave
I will not let you control me


Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes
Every day feels empty and meaningless


Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies
You are a liar and your promises are meaningless


I release you from my site
I am done with you


Leaving me with this hand of fate
I am left with my destiny


Passing judgement before I was alive
You judged me unfairly before getting to know me


Until my death, I shall see you burn
I will always desire revenge against you




Writer(s): Garry Naples, Lawrence & Roberts, Michael Feldman, Paul Kuhr, Vito Marchese

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