Heavy Heart
O.A.R. Lyrics

Heavy heart
Feeling burdened and weighed down emotionally

I got a heavy heart
Personally experiencing a heavy emotional burden

Life's been very hard
Facing significant difficulties and challenges in life

Niggas fake y'all didn't like me from the very start
Certain individuals have been insincere and disliked me since the beginning

Time to bury y'all
It is time to overcome and surpass those individuals

I been in pain
I have been suffering emotionally

Life is so painful
Existence is filled with intense emotional distress

Puffin on brainfood
Engaging in activities or substances to stimulate and distract the mind

Thinking bout pesos
Contemplating financial matters and monetary success

Thinking bout peace, girl I need a piece, yo body so graceful
Desiring tranquility in life while also being captivated by the beauty of an individual

Just wanna disgrace you
Having the intention to dishonor or demean someone

Fuck you like I hate you
Engaging in physical intimacy with intense passion, bordering on hostility

Lion heart Lion heart I
Having the courage and bravery of a lion

Cut my mane and got a crew cut
Transforming one's appearance by removing their symbolic identity and adopting a more practical style

Now I'm cutting off parasites
Severing ties with individuals who drain one's energy and hinder personal growth

Killing niggas from the roots up
Eliminating toxic individuals starting from the very core

I'm a star, I'm a star, I
Acknowledging one's own greatness and potential

Just need god to align me
Desiring divine intervention and guidance to fulfill personal destiny

Twinkle twinkle just a little more then it's super nova change the climate
Yearning for even greater success and impact to cause a significant shift in the world

Niggas is fake and jealous
There are individuals who are disingenuous and envious

Ain't nothing they could tell us
Their opinions and words hold no importance or influence

Get high like a plane propel up
Achieving a state of euphoria and soaring to new heights like an airplane

And make money rain umbrellas no way
Generating vast amounts of money and wealth without any obstacles

I need them blessings on my headtop
Seeking divine blessings and favor in one's life

Fuck with my blessings get a red dot
Anyone who interferes with or threatens one's blessings will face consequences

Got some goals in my scope
Having clear objectives and targets in sight

Niggas bout to call me DeadShot
Earning a reputation for precision and accuracy in achieving goals

Get money that's my occupation
Pursuing financial success is central to one's endeavors

Need it now ain't got no patience
Desiring immediate wealth and lacking the ability to wait

Just a couple shades shy of Akon
Being close to acquiring wealth and fame similar to Akon (a successful musician)

So life's been trials and tribulations
Experiencing numerous challenges and hardships throughout life

Caribbean boy, Badbados I'm from, ain't taking no bad up
Identifying as a boy from Barbados (in the Caribbean) who refuses to accept negativity

I kill em with grace, piss all on they graves ain't holding my bladder my nigga
Responding to adversaries with dignity, disrespecting them even after their demise, and refusing to back down

Still it is mind over matter if that shit don't matter, hakuna matata my nigga
Maintaining a positive outlook and carefree attitude when faced with situations that are insignificant

Circle small I don't dabble my nigga
Having a tight-knit and trustworthy circle, avoiding involvement in unnecessary activities

Private life I don't tattle my nigga
Keeping personal matters private and not gossiping about others

Too woke no sleep
Being highly aware and conscious, not succumbing to ignorance or rest

My eyebags LV
Having noticeable dark circles under the eyes like those depicted on LV (Louis Vuitton) products

So real so deep
Having a genuine and profound nature

Like I took the red pill & OD'd
Perceiving the world with heightened realism after experiencing a life-altering event

That's why I got a
The reason behind possessing a

Niggas tryna try me
Individuals attempting to provoke or challenge me

Niggas is brave, Niggas is bold
The individuals are displaying audacity and courage

Wouldn't recommend, but what do I know
Although not a recommended course of action, acknowledging personal limitations

Some of y'all grimey
Certain individuals exhibit deceitful and untrustworthy behavior

Some of y'all tough, some of y'all cold
Some individuals are difficult and unemotional

Some of y'all hoes, gun to ya bun, some of y'all fold
Some individuals engage in promiscuous behavior and easily surrender

Boy I don't fist fight
I do not engage in physical altercations

I'm a Wright bro I make shit fly
Similar to the Wright brothers, I am innovative and successful in making things work

Better yet tell ya hoe hi
Even better, I will greet your significant other

Now I'm smashing yo bitch for the whole night
Engaging in sexual activities with your partner throughout the entire night

Rubadubbing on her sweet spots clit & tits
Engaging in sensual activities with a focus on pleasurable areas

Cum on her ass tell her babysit
Ejaculating onto her buttocks and instructing her to watch over the aftermath

If you only know what yo lady did
If you were aware of your partner's actions

Leave yo heart heavy like mine really is
You would also experience an emotional burden similar to the one I carry

Really though my heart heavy like a Go-rilla
In truth, my heart is as burdened as that of a gorilla's

Been through some shit make yo bones shiver
Having endured challenging situations that evoke fear and unease

That's why I smoke weed drink cold liquor
Using marijuana and consuming alcoholic beverages as coping mechanisms

Young boy with an old liver
Despite being young, one's liver has already suffered damage

Girl still thinking I'm gon slip up
A woman continues to believe that I will make a mistake

Cortisol huge, I need solitude
Experiencing elevated levels of stress hormone (cortisol), craving alone time for relaxation

Fuck all that I'm still gon sip up
Disregarding the stress and continuing to drink alcohol

99 problems, go figure
Having numerous issues and complications, which is not surprising

Still got hunger pains, playing hunger games
Continuing to experience intense desire for success, engaging in a competitive struggle for survival

Since Cappy got locked
Since Cappy (a person of significance) was imprisoned

Nothing was the same
Everything changed drastically

I don't trust a dude, I don't trust a dyke, I don't trust a dame
Lacking trust in individuals regardless of their gender or sexual orientation

Had to take myself out myself just to find myself again
Having to step away from one's own existence in order to rediscover and reestablish personal identity

Fill my cup again
Replenish my emotional well-being

This time its a detox
This time, it involves a process of cleansing and removing toxins

Making runs again
Resuming efforts to achieve success

Tryna cleanse all my weak spots
Attempting to purify and strengthen vulnerable aspects of myself

Soul, body & my treetop
Cleansing and revitalizing the core of my being

Niggas out here tryna beatbox
People attempting to create rhythm and music with their mouths

Drumming with they mouths, run they mouths
Using vocalizations and speaking excessively without substance

When my niggas drumming they just beat shots
My companions are skilled at using drums to create powerful and impactful beats