LOST SOUL
O.R.C.A Lyrics
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I love you daddy
I love you so much daddy
Daddy you're my superhero
Look
Been 3 lifetimes since I felt like this
Had a perfect outline for all my shit
Skating in on thin ice while high
Fuck it tho im an open book
Life is hectic and crazy
Been 3 lifetimes since I felt like this
Had a perfect outline for all my shit
Skating in on thin ice while high
And gliding in on some online shit
Fuck it tho im an open book
Life is hectic and crazy
Unc, Nanny, then Harry died
And i don't even see my babies
Like
Whats the point of living
Without my soul
I'm a brain in a pod
Betrayed and relayed it to God
Life has been Jaded
I fade into dark
I have been living through the shade and the fog
I've been really hungry aint no caging the dog
Any emotions rage is involved
Don't need a commotion or to be involved
I wanna see horizons and blue waters catching my stumbling son
Off the coast with my daughters
This weight on my heart
Is about 10 tons
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Now its fuck bitches
The reign has begun
Keep dripping
Rain has begun
Loving on women
Their favorite gun
Pull it out Aim it
Don't play with it hun
I'm on my mission
There is no conditions
My only focus is success
Its no commission
No need for tradition
I need a rendition at best
On the road and a desk
Can't accept the stress
Make a deal, invest
But don't deal with no pests
Prolly feel on some breaststroke
Maybe peel of a little dress
And to heal
Eat a meal
And then I'ma rest
BACK AT IT
all my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Lost soul
All my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Back at it
All my feelings gone I been feeling numb
LOST SOUL
All my feelings gone i been feeling numb
Been 3 lifetimes since I felt like this
Had a perfect outline for all my shit
Skating in on thin ice while high
And gliding in on some online shit
Fuck it tho im an open book
Life is hectic and crazy
Yea
Yea
Yea
Life is hectic and crazy
LIKE
Whats the point of living
Without my soul
I'm a brain in a pod
Pod
Betrayed and relayed it to God
Life has been Jaded
I fade into dark
I have been living through the shade and the fog
I've been really hungry aint no caging the dog
Any emotions rage is involved
Don't need a commotion or to be involved
BACK AT IT
all my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Lost soul
All my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Back at it
All my feelings gone I been feeling numb
LOST SOUL
All my feelings gone i been feeling numb
The lyrics to "Lost Soul" by O.R.C.A. address themes of emotional numbness, loss, and the search for purpose and meaning in life. The singer reflects on a sense of emptiness and detachment, emphasizing the feeling that they have lost touch with their emotions and their soul. They express their love for their father (referred to as "daddy" and described as a superhero), indicating a longing for connection and support.
The opening line suggests that it has been a long time since the singer has felt truly alive or fulfilled. They mention having a "perfect outline" for their life, implying that they once had a clear plan or vision for their future which has since been disrupted. The reference to skating on thin ice while high and navigating "online shit" suggests a reckless and risky lifestyle. However, the singer accepts the chaos of life and claims to be an open book, suggesting a willingness to confront and share their experiences.
The lyrics take a turn towards loss and grief, as the singer mentions the deaths of their uncle, nanny, and someone named Harry. They express the pain of not being able to see their own children, questioning the purpose of living without their soul. The imagery of being a "brain in a pod" and feeling betrayed by God implies a sense of existential crisis and isolation. They describe themselves as fading into darkness and living through "the shade and fog," emphasizing a sense of being lost and disconnected.
As the song progresses, the singer shifts their focus towards personal growth and success. They express a desire to break free from negative emotions and embrace a more positive outlook. They mention leaving behind negative influences and distractions, striving solely for their own success. The references to women and sexuality ("fuck bitches," "favorite gun," "feel on some breaststroke") may suggest a desire for pleasure and temporary escape from the emotional turmoil they are experiencing.
In the final repetition of the chorus, the singer emphasizes their feeling of emotional numbness, using the phrase "all my feelings gone, I've been feeling numb." This repetition reinforces their sense of detachment and emphasizes the theme of being a lost soul. The closing lines suggest a recognition of life's complexities and uncertainties, acknowledging that life can be hectic and crazy. The song ends with a question about the purpose of living without one's soul, inviting reflection on the deeper meaning and significance of existence.
Line by Line Meaning
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I love you daddy
Expressing deep affection for their father
I love you so much daddy
Expressing even stronger affection for their father
Daddy you're my superhero
Viewing their father as a hero figure
Look
Indicating the start of the song or a shift in focus
Been 3 lifetimes since I felt like this
It has been a very long time since feeling a certain way
Had a perfect outline for all my shit
Had a clear plan for everything in their life
Skating in on thin ice while high
Taking risks while being in a state of euphoria
And gliding in on some online shit
Achieving success through online activities or platforms
Fuck it tho im an open book
Not afraid to share personal experiences or emotions
Life is hectic and crazy
Life is chaotic and unpredictable
Unc, Nanny, then Harry died
Referring to the deaths of family members or loved ones
And i don't even see my babies
Not being able to spend time with their children
Whats the point of living
Questioning the purpose of life
Without my soul
Feeling empty or disconnected from oneself
I'm a brain in a pod
Feeling detached or isolated from the world
Betrayed and relayed it to God
Feeling betrayed and expressing it to God
Life has been Jaded
Life has been filled with negativity or disappointment
I fade into dark
Becoming consumed by darkness or despair
I have been living through the shade and the fog
Experiencing a metaphorical darkness or confusion in life
I've been really hungry aint no caging the dog
Having a strong desire or motivation that cannot be suppressed
Any emotions rage is involved
Feeling intense emotions, particularly anger
Don't need a commotion or to be involved
Preferring a calm and drama-free life
I wanna see horizons and blue waters catching my stumbling son
Desiring a peaceful and beautiful future for their child
Off the coast with my daughters
Symbolizing a serene and enjoyable time with their daughters
This weight on my heart
Feeling a heavy burden or emotional pain
Is about 10 tons
Describing the immense heaviness of the burden
Now its fuck bitches
Expressing a negative view towards women
The reign has begun
Embarking on a period of dominance or control
Keep dripping
Continuing to showcase style or confidence
Rain has begun
Metaphorically representing a period of growth or abundance
Loving on women
Having affection or relationships with women
Their favorite gun
Symbolizing being someone that women admire or desire
Pull it out Aim it
Showing confidence and precision
Don't play with it hun
Advising others not to underestimate or toy with their abilities
I'm on my mission
Focused on achieving personal goals or objectives
There is no conditions
Not having any restrictions or limitations
My only focus is success
Being dedicated solely to achieving success
Its no commission
Not expecting any rewards or compensation
No need for tradition
Not conforming to conventional or cultural expectations
I need a rendition at best
Desiring a new or improved version of something
On the road and a desk
Balancing a mobile lifestyle with work or responsibilities
Can't accept the stress
Unable to tolerate or handle excessive stress
Make a deal, invest
Engaging in business transactions or investments
But don't deal with no pests
Avoiding problematic or bothersome individuals
Prolly feel on some breaststroke
Possibly engaging in sexual or intimate activities
Maybe peel off a little dress
Potentially removing clothing in a flirty or intimate manner
And to heal
Referring to finding emotional or physical healing
Eat a meal
Finding comfort or solace in nourishment
And then I'ma rest
Taking a break or finding relaxation after tiring activities
BACK AT IT
Returning to a previous state or activity
all my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Lacking emotions or the ability to feel
Lost soul
Feeling lost or disconnected from oneself
LIKE
Indicating a comparison or similarity
Whats the point of living
Questioning the purpose or meaning of life
Without my soul
Feeling empty or devoid of one's true self
Pod
Referring to being isolated or confined
BACK AT IT
Returning to a previous state or activity
all my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Experiencing a lack of emotions or sensitivity
Lost soul
Feeling lost or disconnected from oneself
Back at it
Returning to a previous state or activity
All my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Experiencing a lack of emotions or detachment
LOST SOUL
Feeling lost or disconnected from oneself
All my feelings gone I been feeling numb
Experiencing a lack of emotions or sensitivity
Been 3 lifetimes since I felt like this
It has been an incredibly long time since feeling a certain way
Had a perfect outline for all my shit
Having meticulously planned and organized all aspects of their life
Skating in on thin ice while high
Engaging in risky behavior while being under the influence
And gliding in on some online shit
Finding success or accomplishment through online activities
Fuck it tho im an open book
Not being afraid to be transparent and vulnerable
Life is hectic and crazy
Life is filled with chaos and unpredictability
Yea
Expressing agreement or confirmation
Yea
Expressing agreement or confirmation
Yea
Expressing agreement or confirmation
Yea
Expressing agreement or confirmation
Life is hectic and crazy
Life is filled with chaos and unpredictability
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Written by: Dwayne Fisher
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