Reminiscing
Oh-So Lyrics

2 4 A double N
I am a gangster, representing my set.

Sittin at the table like when this shit Gone end
Reflecting on the uncertainties of life and wondering when it will all come to an end.

Consistent sparks you need a flame
To create a lasting impact, you need a source of inspiration and motivation.

I live inside of a bic
Metaphorically, I find my existence in writing and expressing myself.

Aunty died in crystal room that's Some shit I won't forget
The memory of my aunt's passing away due to substance abuse will forever stay with me.

Curly died right across the street That's some shit I won't forget
The tragic death of Curly, who was killed close to where I live, is something I will always remember.

And my soldiers died right here in These streets shit I won't forget
The loss of my comrades in the same neighborhood serves as a constant reminder that I cannot forget.

Because I live with no regrets
Living my life without regrets doesn't mean I forget the hardships and losses I've experienced.

Doesn't mean I forget
Choosing not to dwell on regrets doesn't erase the memories and lessons learned.

Gotta bottle I'm gone swallow hope My problem I forget
Engaging in unhealthy coping mechanisms like drinking to try and forget my troubles.

Got this feeling
Experiencing a strong, overwhelming emotion.

I've been feeling
I have been consistently experiencing this feeling.

In my chest you gone feel me
This feeling resonates deeply within me and will be evident to others.

Once you feel it
When you understand and experience this feeling for yourself.

This incision
This emotional wound or cut.

Bleeding crimson
The pain and suffering are evident, represented by the color of blood flowing.

This Attendance
This constant presence of emotional distress.

Killing me everyday
The emotional turmoil and pain are slowly destroying me day by day.

Bc I can't to goto sleep but I wake in Disarray
I struggle to find peace in my sleep and wake up feeling chaotic and unsettled.

Wanna to take some off my plate
I desire to relieve myself of some burdens and responsibilities.

170 Canton was the strip
Referring to a specific location or area, possibly known for illegal activities.

Both of my aunts passed some shit I Can't forget
The deaths of both my aunts due to tragic circumstances are memories I will always carry.

My grandma think I stole from her Some shit I can't forget
The false accusation of theft from my own grandmother is something that deeply bothers me and remains unforgettable.

I held some niggas down that I'll Never help again
I supported and assisted certain individuals in the past, but I have learned my lesson and will not help them anymore.

Down to my last all I needed me was A friend
When I was at my lowest, lacking resources, all I really needed was a true friend.

Down to my last them dead Presidents became my friend
When I had only money left, regardless of the circumstances, it seemed like money became my only ally.

Took a lotta Ls somehow we turned Them to wins
Despite facing numerous losses and setbacks, we managed to transform them into victories.

When I'm stressed out swallow the Bottle and get bent
When I am overwhelmed, I resort to drinking as a way to escape and cope with my stress.

You cannot marathon with niggas Who built for sprints
I cannot compete and keep up with individuals who are only focused on short-term gains and immediate success.

In the back of my mind niggas is Snake watch for the hiss
I remain cautious and aware that some people around me may be deceitful and untrustworthy.

I'm really stuck on my grind don't Even ask me for a tip
I am fully focused and committed to my hustle, so don't expect any handouts or favors from me.

I can not hang with niggas who ain't Been through shit
I cannot associate with individuals who haven't experienced and overcome hardships.

Cause in the back of my mind I'm Knowing these niggas going snitch
I am aware and suspicious that these individuals might betray and cooperate with the authorities.

Ima stay down nigga I'm too solid to Ever switch
I will remain loyal and dedicated, as my character and integrity are unwavering.

Ima stand up nigga I was never the Type to bitch
I have always been courageous and resistant, never succumbing to weakness or complaining.

Couldn't be me
In certain situations or circumstances, I would never allow myself to be in that position.

Stayed down for so long when I win Ima need a repeat
I have endured and persevered through difficult times, so when I succeed, I expect it to be a continuous pattern.

Me my self and I when I'm juggin we 3 deep
When I am engaged in hustling or making moves, I rely on myself as a team of three.

Got it out the mud feet dirty
I achieved success through hard work and struggle, with visible signs of dirt and adversity.

Youngin with no sleep
I am a young person who constantly hustles and lacks sufficient rest.

Its stitched in my blood ima get it by Any means
The drive and determination to succeed in life are deeply ingrained in my bloodline, and I will do whatever it takes to achieve it.

While y'all was learning how to read
While others were focusing on basic educational skills, I was already navigating the realities of survival.

I was figuring out what we gone eat
My primary concern was ensuring that there was enough sustenance and food for myself and those around me.

Bc I'm sick of noodles freezer burnt Frank's bought w EBT
I am tired of relying on cheap and low-quality food, which is often the only option available through government assistance.

In the back of my mind I'm telling Myself it's a dream
Despite the hardships and struggles, I try to convince myself that my current situation is just a temporary illusion.

Yea it's hard to believe
Admitting that the reality of my circumstances is difficult to accept.

That this is the plan for me
Coming to terms with the fact that my life follows a predetermined path or destiny.

All these neighboring casualties
The negative consequences and collateral damages that occur within my community.

Got me think they after me
The perpetual paranoia and fear that makes me believe others are plotting against me.

Keep eyes in the back of me
Remaining vigilant and watchful of any potential threats or dangers behind me.

Sick of looking all day
Tired of searching for opportunities and options throughout the day.

Sick of Standing Posted Juggin Trappin in these Hallways
Exhausted from constantly positioning myself, hustling, and engaging in illegal activities within the hallways or streets.