So Sick
Olivia Knight Lyrics

Never get caught in a waste of nothin
Avoid getting trapped in meaningless situations.

You put the ass in assumption
You always make presumptions without evidence.

God you really know how to push my buttons yeah
You have a talent for irritating me.

Leave me at the gate with all your luggage
Abandon me with all your emotional baggage.

Then you like damn girl why you buggin
Then you question why I'm bothered by your actions.

I wouldn't be mean if you didn't stress me out
I wouldn't act harshly if you didn't cause me so much stress.

All you're ever worried bout is your bank account
Your only concern is money.

You'd be rich if you ran your business like you run your mouth
If you managed your affairs as much as you gossip, you'd be wealthy.

Always actin out when it benefits you
You always behave in a self-serving manner.

Then you turn around like you got an issue
But then you act as if you have a problem.

If the shoe fits then wear it cause it do
If the criticism applies to you, accept it.

You like to say you're sorry
You have a habit of apologizing.

Ill see you in the morning
I will see you tomorrow.

Not on her snapchat story my god
I don't want to see you with someone else on social media.

Im sick of hearing stories my god
I'm tired of listening to rumors and gossip.

Im so sick of relationships now
I'm exhausted from being in relationships.

Im fucking tired of wakin up and makin up
I'm fed up with constantly reconciling.

Then makin love and breakin up again
And then making love only to break up once more.

Im sorry I involved you with the problems in my head
I apologize for burdening you with my personal issues.

Wish I could go inside your mind so I could make you understand
I wish I could understand your perspective to help you comprehend.

You make me feel like im the man
You make me feel confident and powerful.

And all the things I couldn't do before you made it so I can
You empowered me to do things I couldn't previously.

Like I could take over the world while you holding my hand
I feel like I can achieve anything when I'm with you.

But when we fightin its like im hittin myself in the head
But when we argue, it feels like I'm self-destructing.

And I aint asking for forgiveness but as god as my witness
I'm not seeking forgiveness, but I swear on my integrity.

I dug my own damn grave so by myself imma fill it
I caused my own downfall, so I'll bear the consequences alone.

But now you all in your feelings
But now you're emotional and sensitive.

So now im all in my feelings
So now I'm also caught up in my emotions.

This fucking cycle is killing me and its so unforgiving
This continuous pattern of behavior is destroying me, and it's relentless.

And I aint tryna spend the rest of my life hating myself for it
I don't want to spend my life despising myself because of it.

Not making it right or
Not making things right or

Not thinking it twice
Not considering the consequences.

But I can't think about the future cause right now for tonight
But I can't focus on the future because at this moment, I just want tonight.

The only thing Im thinking bout is fucking making it right
All I'm concerned with is fixing things.

And im stuck in my head
And I'm trapped in my thoughts.

Stuck in my mess
Stuck in my own complicated situation.

You know I didn't mean to make it end so bad
You know I didn't intend for things to end so horribly.

Stuck in my head
Stuck in my thoughts.

Stuck in my mess
Stuck in my complicated situation.

You know I didn't meant to make it hurt so bad
You know I didn't mean to cause such intense pain.

And I told you that Im sorry
And I apologized to you.

So sick of feeling lonely
I'm tired of constantly feeling alone.

I know its just a matter of time
I know it's only a question of time.

And I told you that Im sorry
And I apologized to you.

So sick of feeling lonely
I'm tired of constantly feeling alone.

But I've already broken your heart
But I've already caused you pain.

Im so sick of relationships now
I'm exhausted from being in relationships.