Lifted
Otherwise Lyrics

I don't need no checkup to know what's up
I am aware of what's going on in my life without anyone telling me.

'Cause I'm living it up
I am having a good time and enjoying myself.

I'm living it up with a cup full of God knows what
I am enjoying myself while drinking something that I'm not sure of its contents.

Got lines to cut
I have substances to consume.

And it feeds my soul
These substances make me feel good and provide me with pleasure.

I need this more than you know
I am reliant on these substances for my well-being.

It's burning up in his soul
These substances create a burning sensation inside me.

Let's make some angels in the snow
Let's engage in a fun and carefree activity.

It feels like death in here
The atmosphere around me is very negative and gloomy.

There's nothing left to fear, oh no
There's nothing else that can harm me or make me feel scared.

It's my blessing, it's my curse
These substances bring me both pleasure and negative consequences.

I might just leave it at hers
I may leave my problems and my substance abuse at someone else's place.

I can't believe
It is difficult for me to understand.

I'm still standing here alive
I can't believe I am still surviving with my lifestyle choices.

'Cause I'm so twisted
I feel extremely intoxicated and high.

Goddamn, I'm lifted
I am extremely high and elevated.

I seek sanctuary
I am looking for a safe place.

From your ordinary life
I am trying to escape from my regular and boring life.

I'm not stopping
I am not slowing down or quitting.

I'ma keep going, keep dropping and rolling
I will continue to use substances and enjoy myself.

I'm on some next level shit but you wouldn't even know it
I am on a different level of experience that others can't understand.

Mix me up another batch, lock it and load it
Prepare another dose of substances for me to take.

Smells like poison in here, line 'em up, have no fear, oh no
Even though it may seem dangerous and toxic, I am willing to take more substances and not worry about the consequences.

It's my blessing, it's my curse, let it hurt
I am aware that substance abuse can have negative effects, but I'm willing to accept the pain that comes with it.

Don't get no better than this
Life is as good as it can get right now.

This is perpetual bliss
I feel like I am constantly in a state of happiness and euphoria.

Don't waste your time tryna tell me
I will not listen if someone tries to tell me otherwise.

That I'm not a fucking golden god
I feel like I am invincible and untouchable.

How can you judge me?
How can you criticize or condemn me?

You can't even judge me
You are not in a position to judge or criticize me.

I can't feel my face
I am so high that I can't physically feel parts of my body.

I can't stand up straight
My coordination and balance are impaired due to substance abuse.

So twisted, I
I am so intoxicated that I can barely function.

I don't feel no pain
My high is so intense that I am incapable of feeling physical or emotional pain.

Goddamn, I'm lifted
I am extremely high and elevated.