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P.O.S. Lyrics

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
You told me you needed distance, so I gave you everything I had to offer, my warmth and my light.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
You mentioned that you needed time, so I gave you all of me, my entirety.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was afraid of making mistakes because I genuinely believed you were the perfect match for me.

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, my assumption was incorrect.

'Cause you never called
Because you never reached out or contacted me in any way.

All i wanted was somebody to love
My sole desire was to find and be with someone who I could deeply care for.

I gave what you wanted girl I didn't think you would run
I provided exactly what you asked for, my dear, and I didn't expect you to leave so abruptly.

Why did you run
Why did you choose to depart without any explanation?

Don't know why you're gone
I have no understanding of why you disappeared from my life.

Don't know how I lost to him
I'm uncertain how I ended up losing you to someone else.

You moved on I couldn't do that so fast
You managed to find a new path forward, whereas I struggled to move on as quickly.

You said hold up and that you'd call me right back
You requested a momentary pause, promising to contact me again soon.

What does forever mean
What exactly does the concept of 'forever' entail?

Maybe she meant the memories
Perhaps 'forever' only refers to the memories we shared together.

Clearly it didn't mean you and me
Clearly, 'forever' did not include us continuing our relationship.

'Cause now you're just my history
Because currently, you are nothing more than a part of my past.

Now you're a stranger I once knew
At present, you are like an unfamiliar person that I once had a connection with.

I hate myself cause I lost you
I hold deep self-loathing because I allowed you to slip away from my life.

Know I said I no longer loved you but me and you both know that shit is not true
Despite claiming that I no longer have feelings for you, both you and I are well aware that it is far from the truth.

I been living my best life
I have been striving to live my life to its fullest potential.

But it feels like the worst at the same time
However, concurrently, it also feels like the most agonizing ordeal.

I shouldn't have come over late night
In retrospect, it was an unwise decision to visit you during the late hours of the night.

Lies is all you know how to tell
You possess a knack for consistently deceiving me with falsehoods.

You're still the still the one I miss
Despite everything, you remain the person I yearn for the most.

You're toxic I hate it
Your presence in my life is toxic and detestable.

But you won't change
Regrettably, you show no intent or willingness to transform.

I need someone or something to heal my pain
I require the solace or intervention of someone or something in order to alleviate my anguish.

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
You expressed a desire for personal space, and in response, I bestowed upon you the entirety of my warmth and radiance.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
You articulated a need for time, and accordingly, I relinquished all that I had to offer.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was hesitant to make mistakes because I genuinely believed you were my soulmate.

I guess I was wrong
Ultimately, my assumption turned out to be incorrect.

'Cause you never called
Because you never made an effort to communicate with me.

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
You expressed a need for personal space, and in response, I bestowed upon you the entirety of my warmth and radiance.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
You articulated a need for time, and accordingly, I relinquished all that I had to offer.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was hesitant to make mistakes because I genuinely believed you were my soulmate.

I guess I was wrong
Ultimately, my assumption turned out to be incorrect.

'Cause you never called
Because you never made an effort to communicate with me.