SUICIDE
P.P.F. contre I.C.K. Lyrics

I waste all my time, I got you on my mind
I'm spending all my time thinking about you, even though it's not productive.

I want you to be mine, yeah, love is suicide
I want to be with you so badly that it's destroying me emotionally.

I tell you that I'm fine, even when I'm really lying
I pretend that everything's okay, even when I'm struggling and hurting.

Even when I'm dying, yeah, my brain is frying
Even when I'm in pain, I can't stop thinking about you and it's making me feel crazy.

Yeah I got my heart broke, heart on my sleeve
I trusted you with my heart and you ended up breaking it.

I really didn't think that you would fuck around and leave
I didn't expect you to betray me and walk away.

You were always in my head, I ain't know what to believe
You occupied my thoughts so much that I couldn't differentiate reality from my fantasies.

Like how could you do this, baby you were rutheless
I can't believe you were so unkind and uncaring to me.

Throwing me away, yeah you got me feeling useless
You made me feel worthless and like I didn't matter to you.

Got me feeling anxious, no I cannot take this
You made me anxious and it's becoming overwhelming.

I don't think I'll make it, fuck it, I'll get faded
I'm struggling to cope with this pain, so I'll numb myself with drugs and alcohol.

I won't let you fuck with me, I gave you enough of me
I won't let you continue to hurt or manipulate me, because you've already taken so much from me.

You don't make the cut for me, you won't get a buck from me
You don't meet my standards or expectations, so I won't invest anything else into you.

You know I'm the best and you can never make it up to me
I know my worth and you can't make up for the harm you've caused me.

Imma get a new bitch, way better than you, bitch
I'll find someone else who's better for me and who treats me better than you.

And I know that she ain't finna treat me like I'm useless
I'm confident that the other person I find won't make me feel useless or worthless.

Baby thats what you did, you already knew this
You made me feel useless and that's why I need to move on from you.