Selfish
PG RA Lyrics

Welcome to first class
Introduction to the start of the song, signaling it's going to be an important message.

Shit been a little different (yeah)
Things have changed and I'm going to talk about my feelings.

Sit down, let me tell you how I'm feeling
I want to share my emotions and be open with you.

(Woah) you know I got a little pride
I have some pride and it makes it hard for me to express how I feel.

But I ain't gon' lie
I'm not going to be dishonest with you or myself.

I've been venting, tryna come to my senses
I'm trying to process my emotions and make sense of them by talking about it.

But it seems like I can't (Uh)
Despite trying, I am still struggling with my feelings.

Shit way more harder than you think (Uh)
My emotions are much more difficult to deal with than it might seem.

I wanna be the man you need
I want to be there for you and be the person you need me to be.

But I ain't right now (Right now)
But I'm not in the right headspace to do so at the moment.

That's why I'm tryna pipe down (Pipe down)
I'm trying to calm myself and get in a better state of mind.

Take time, tryna figure life out (Life out)
I need to take some time to figure out what I want in life and how to get it.

I'm getting used to a new lifestyle (yeah)
I'm still adjusting to my new way of life.

And I don't know when I'm gon' be around
I'm uncertain about when I'll be available to be there for you.

From the hoes to the shows, shit wild
My life is crazy, from the women to the performances, it's a wild ride.

And I know you paying attention
I know you're aware of what's going on in my life.

And shit I be hating to mention (To mention)
I don't like bringing up these things, but it's important for you to know how I feel.

Cause I still consider your feelings
Even though I'm dealing with my own struggles, I still care about how you feel.

You feel me? (You feel me? Uh, uh)
Do you understand where I'm coming from?

Can't say that I did if I did (Woah)
I can't pretend to understand something if I don't.

These bitches gon' come by the dozen (yeah)
Women are everywhere and it's easy to get caught up in that lifestyle.

But really you one in a million (You one in a million)
But you are special and rare, and mean a lot more to me than just any woman.

If I seen a flower, I'd pick it (I'd pick it)
I would try to do something sweet and romantic for you, despite my own struggles.

But I'm tryna work on my own (Work on my own)
But right now, I need to focus on myself and work through my own issues.

Can tell that she hurt by
I know that I've hurt you.

The way that cursing
I can hear the pain in your voice when we argue.

When we back and forth on the phone (yeah)
When we argue or have a difficult conversation over the phone.

I know this might sound a little selfish
I know that what I'm about to say might seem self-centered.

I got a lotta shit I need to tell you
But there are things I need to share with you.

I just don't know how you gon' feel about it
I'm not sure how you will react when I tell you.

I just don't know if you gon' heal or not
And I'm not sure if I can help you heal or not.

Yeah, might sound a little selfish
Again, I know it might seem like I'm only thinking about myself.

How you gon' feel about it?
But I'm still willing to tell you and face the consequences.

I just don't know if you gon' heal or not
I'm still worried about your wellbeing and whether or not you will be able to recover from what I'm about to say.