Close My Eyes
Pain Lyrics


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Can't see faith through the tears
Of my swollen eyes I try to dry
I pretend it's not as bad as it seems
What a lie

How can we be so blind
Every time a child dies?
People are starving, rain forests are falling
The bombs are dropping from the sky

I don't know why
(It sticks in my head)
I close my eyes
(And it hurts me so bad)
I don't know why
(It sticks in my head)
I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)
(I close my eyes)

I look away from this misery
And I hope the problem will disappear
But it still hurts me every time a child dies

It's like a knife you stab in my heart
And twist it, twist it, twist it around

I don't know why
(It sticks in my head)
I close my eyes
(And it hurts me so bad)
I don't know why
(It sticks in my head)
I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)

I don't know why
(It sticks in my head)
I close my eyes
(And it hurts me so bad)
I don't know why
(It sticks in my head)
I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)

I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)
I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)
I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)




I close my eyes
(I close my eyes)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Pain's song Close My Eyes depict the struggles of trying to face the harsh reality of the world we live in. The first stanza sets the tone by describing the difficulty of maintaining faith when surrounded by so much pain and suffering. The singer seems to be trying to convince themselves that things aren't as bad as they appear, but admits that this is a lie. The second stanza poses a rhetorical question, questioning why people are unable to see the horrors that occur daily, such as child mortality, poverty, deforestation, and war. The singer seems to be fully aware of these issues but feels powerless to do anything about them. The refrain "I close my eyes" is repeated multiple times throughout the song, indicating that the singer is unable to face these problems head-on. They hope that by ignoring them, they will disappear, but this only causes more pain.


The third stanza reflects on the idea that avoiding the issue does not make it go away, and how it still hurts deeply every time a child dies. The metaphor used to describe this pain is a knife being twisted in the heart, emphasizing the immense emotional weight involved. The use of repetition in the refrain further emphasizes how this pain remains constantly present. The chorus paints the picture of an individual in agony, grappling with a reality that they cannot change, stuck in a cycle of denial and despair.


The song's message seems to be that although it may be emotionally daunting, it is crucial to confront the problems of the world and attempt to do something about them. By simply pretending that they don't exist, we add to the suffering of others and perpetuate the cycle. Pain's use of poetic language and imagery allows the listener to connect to the emotions involved in facing these difficult truths, while also encouraging them to take action.


Line by Line Meaning

Can't see faith through the tears
I am too emotional to find hope or comfort in my beliefs


Of my swollen eyes I try to dry
I try to hide my pain, but it is physically visible in my tears and puffy eyes


I pretend it's not as bad as it seems
I try to convince myself that things are not as terrible as they appear


What a lie
But this is a lie, and I know it


How can we be so blind
Why do we ignore the suffering and problems around us?


Every time a child dies?
Why does the death of an innocent child not move us to action?


People are starving, rain forests are falling
There are significant environmental and social problems that we are ignoring


The bombs are dropping from the sky
Conflict and war continue to cause harm and innocent lives are being lost


I look away from this misery
I try to ignore the pain and suffering of others


And I hope the problem will disappear
But I know this is a fruitless and selfish hope


But it still hurts me every time a child dies
Even though I try to distance myself, the tragedy still affects me and causes me pain


It's like a knife you stab in my heart
The pain and suffering around me feel like personal attacks that wound me emotionally


And twist it, twist it, twist it around
The pain is persistent and feels like it is inflicting additional damage


I close my eyes
Sometimes it's too much to bear, and I need to shut out the world to protect myself


I don't know why
I cannot fully understand or explain the magnitude of my emotions or the situations causing them


(It sticks in my head)
These problems and emotions consume my thoughts and won't go away


(And it hurts me so bad)
The pain and suffering around me are almost unbearable and cause me significant distress


(I close my eyes)
In times of extreme distress or emotional pain, I need to block out the world and focus on my own well-being




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Blue Pie Publishing USA
Written by: ALLEN ANTHONY RICHARDSON, SHAUN BIVENS

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