Monster
Pain Lyrics


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Time, I cannot turn back
I'm not living in the past
Air, it's not my first breath
Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane

I'm having my own revolution
I'm the first in line to see the light
The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me

You got to feed the monster

Time, I cannot turn back
I'm not living in the past
Air, it's not my first breath
Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane

I'm having my own revolution
I'm the first in line to see the light
The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me

Life, I'm not the one that's on trial
Stop, I have not time to fuck around
Life, you cannot be what you wanna be
Why, I am what I am and I stand where I stand
Life, I'm not the one that's on trial
Stop, I have not time to fuck around
Life, you cannot be what you wanna be
Why, I am what I am and I stand where I stand

Feed my monster

The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me




Feed my monster
Doctor feed my monster

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Pain's song Monster speak of a person who has come to terms with their mental health struggles and has decided to take control of their life. The first few lines suggest that the person has acknowledged that time cannot be turned back, its previous actions cannot be undone, and that they have left the past behind. The lyrics indicate that the person has accepted the necessity of converting their approach towards their illness to a more active one. The next few lines suggest that the person has undergone some sort of treatment prescribed by their doctor, leading to positive changes in their mental state. The person claims to be first in line 'to see the light', indicating that they have become more optimistic about their future.


Towards the end, the person declares that they are not interested in people's opinions about their life or what they could have done differently. The person asserts that they are happy with who they are and where they stand. The phrase "feed my monster" may indicate that the person has accepted their mental health struggles as a part of who they are and, in a way, taken ownership of it.


Line by Line Meaning

Time, I cannot turn back
I cannot change what has already happened


I'm not living in the past
I am not dwelling on what has already happened


Air, it's not my first breath
I have experienced life before


Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane
I was unaware of my own mental state


I'm having my own revolution
I am making a personal change in my life


I'm the first in line to see the light
I am leading the way towards positive change


The doctor's giving me new medication
I am receiving medical treatment for my mental health


And I'm flying high again
I feel euphoric and happy after receiving medication


Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
I am removing myself from my previous lifestyle to start anew


The monster's tamed inside of me
I have controlled my mental health issues


You got to feed the monster
One must address and acknowledge their mental health issues


Life, I'm not the one that's on trial
I am not being judged or punished for my past actions


Stop, I have not time to fuck around
I am serious about making positive changes in my life


Life, you cannot be what you wanna be
Life does not always go as planned


Why, I am what I am and I stand where I stand
I accept myself for who I am and where I am in life


Feed my monster
Address and acknowledge my mental health issues


Doctor feed my monster
Seek medical help for my mental health




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