Ashes
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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You claim I don't know you, but I know you well
I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
You've given your body just to belong

Let's burn together
Let's burn together
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend

I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
Drawn to each other for every stain
Licking the layers of soot from your skin
Your tears work my crust to let yourself in

Touching you harder
Touching you harder now

As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind...
Now?

This pain will never end
Our scars will never mend
Cleansing sweat
We are just using each other
Too depraved to stay alive
But too young to die
And we hurt
Thus we hurt

Scrubbing it harder
Too late to back out now
Scrubbing it even harder
As these two broken barren desolate disordered words collide

As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind
Now?

This pain will never end
These scars will never mend




Damn this dirty bed
Damn this dirty head

Overall Meaning

The song "Ashes" by Pain of Salvation is a powerful representation of a toxic, destructive relationship that two people cannot let go of. The lyrics delve into the twisted, painful dynamic between two individuals who are drawn to each other by their shared experiences of pain and trauma. The first stanza speaks to the recognition that the two individuals may have of each other's struggles, despite the fact that they claim to not know each other. The singer describes reading in the other person's eyes, seeing the ashes of their shared past, and being drawn to each other in spite of themselves.


The chorus "Let's burn together" is a reference to the flames of their shared pain that the two individuals want to experience together. In the second verse, the singer describes the intensity of the physical connection that they share, how touching each other harder is a necessary part of the pain they both seek. The repeated refrain of "This pain will never end, our scars will never mend" demonstrates the cycle of harm that the two people have gotten themselves into, unable to break away from each other even though they know it is causing them pain.


Throughout the song, there is a sense of both desperation and obsession, along with the realization that their relationship is a kind of addiction that they cannot seem to quit. By the end of the song, the two individuals are depicted as being so damaged and desolate that their only refuge is in one another, sharing the pain that they know so well. The song is a painful but poignant representation of the complex and destructive nature of human relationships, especially those that are built on shared trauma.


Line by Line Meaning

You claim I don't know you, but I know you well
Although you might deny it, I understand you deeply


I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
The fire we're walking in is nothing compared to the hell we've already been through


I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
I've experienced weakness as well, and I'm doing this to prove something to myself


You've given your body just to belong
You've sacrificed yourself for the hope of fitting in somewhere


Let's burn together
Our suffering is shared and let's go through it together


This pain will never end
Our suffering is terminal and permanent


These scars will never mend
Even after the flames are gone, the wounds they created cannot be healed


I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
We're sharing and consuming each other's suffering


Drawn to each other for every stain
We're connecting through the faults and the mistakes we've made in life


Licking the layers of soot from your skin
I'm trying to clean you from all the dirt and the impurities of our shared past


Your tears work my crust to let yourself in
Your sadness and vulnerability are slowly breaking down my barriers, so you can come closer


Touching you harder
We're getting more intimate with one another


Touching you harder now
Our shared pain is bringing us emotionally closer, and we're exploring that connection


As we walk through the ashes
We're traversing through the destruction and ruin, together


I whisper your name
I'm confiding in you, exposing my vulnerability to you


A taste of pain to cling to
Our shared pain is becoming something we only hold onto, becoming foundational to our relationship


You whisper my name
You're also sharing your mortal fears and deepest emotional states with me


Who's the one with the sickest mind...
Both of us are broken in some uncertain way, and neither is better than the other


This pain will never end
Once this connection of pain is established between us, it will last forever


Our scars will never mend
We won't be able to escape the damage we've caused each other


Cleansing sweat
Our cathartic experience of burning together is the only way to wash away the pain of the past


We are just using each other
Neither of us can offer the other one anything besides the shared burden of our pain


Too depraved to stay alive
We're both too wounded and broken to continue living, in some metaphorical sense


But too young to die
Despite this emotional brokenness, we still have too much to do and too much potential to waste our lives now


And we hurt
The shared pain and catharsis is still hurting us, but we can't stop doing it


Thus we hurt
Our pain is now fueling itself, perpetuating the cycle of suffering between us


Scrubbing it harder
As time goes on, our need for each other and our mutual suffering gets ever more intense


Too late to back out now
We are now too far invested in this relationship of mutual pain and catharsis, we cannot escape it


Scrubbing it even harder
We are now pushing our limits for shared pain and catharsis, going beyond what we ever thought was possible


As these two broken barren desolate disordered words collide
The combination of our shared pain, our brokenness, and our damaged past is creating an explosion between us


Damn this dirty bed
This shared relationship of pain and catharsis is dirty, it is damaging to both of us, yet we still cannot stop doing it


Damn this dirty head
Our minds are also stained by the sorrow, the guilt, the pain of our shared past, yet we cannot simply forget it and move on




Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
Written by: DANIEL GILDENLOEW

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@johnybanana6180

ASHES:
You claim I don't know you, but I know you well
I read in those ash eyes we'veYou claim I don't know you, but I know you well
I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
You've given your body just to belong
Let's burn together
Let's burn together
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
Drawn to each other for every stain
Licking the layers of soot from your skin
Your tears work my crust to let yourself in
Touching you harder
Touching you harder now
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind...
Now?
This pain will never end
Our scars will never mend
Cleansing sweat
We are just using each other
Too depraved to stay alive
But too young to die
And we hurt
Thus we hurt
Scrubbing it harder
Too late to back out now
Scrubbing it even harder
As these two broken barren desolate disordered words collide
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind
Now?
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
Damn this dirty bed
Damn this dirty head been through hell
I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
You've given your body just to belong
Let's burn together
Let's burn together
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
Drawn to each other for every stain
Licking the layers of soot from your skin
Your tears work my crust to let yourself in
Touching you harder
Touching you harder now
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind...
Now?
This pain will never end
Our scars will never mend
Cleansing sweat
We are just using each other
Too depraved to stay alive
But too young to die
And we hurt
Thus we hurt
Scrubbing it harder
Too late to back out now
Scrubbing it even harder
As these two broken barren desolate disordered words collide
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind
Now?
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
Damn this dirty bed
Damn this dirty headYou claim I don't know you, but I know you well
I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
You've given your body just to belong
Let's burn together
Let's burn together
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
Drawn to each other for every stain
Licking the layers of soot from your skin
Your tears work my crust to let yourself in
Touching you harder
Touching you harder now
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind...
Now?
This pain will never end
Our scars will never mend
Cleansing sweat
We are just using each other
Too depraved to stay alive
But too young to die
And we hurt
Thus we hurt
Scrubbing it harder
Too late to back out now
Scrubbing it even harder
As these two broken barren desolate disordered words collide
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind
Now?
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
Damn this dirty bed
Damn this dirty head



@sirmarcusninguemsantana5068

Ashes

Pain Of Salvation


You claim I don't know you, but I know you well
I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
You've given your body just to belong
Let's burn together
Let's burn together
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
Drawn to each other for every stain
Licking the layers of soot from your skin
Your tears work my crust to let yourself in
Touching you harder
Touching you harder now
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind...
Now?
This pain will never end
Our scars will never mend
Cleansing sweat
We are just using each other
Too depraved to stay alive
But too young to die
And we hurt
Thus we hurt
Scrubbing it harder
Too late to back out now
Scrubbing it even harder
As these two broken barren desolate disordered words collide
As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind
Now?
This pain will never end
These scars will never mend
Damn this dirty bed
Damn this dirty head



@Thomesinas

You claim I don't know you, but I know you well
I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
You've given your body just to belong

Let's burn together
Let's burn together

This pain will never end
These scars will never mend

I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
Drawn to each other for every stain
Licking the layers of soot from your skin
Your tears work my crust to let yourself in

Touching you harder
Touching you harder now

As we walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
A taste of pain to cling to
As we walk through the ashes
You whisper my name
Who's the one with the sickest mind now?



All comments from YouTube:

@HHenriquesMMoura

2020 and still there isn't ANYTHING, ANY BAND nearly as good as this one. Pain Of Salvation IS A FREAKING TIMELESS MASTERPIECE!!! (i miss the original formation, though).

@trasht

True! I allways return to this album

@seankw5827

You probably haven't heard of leprous. They are my favorite band. This is my second favorite. I think you will like them if you like pain of salvation

@brandontadday6288

Probably the most tasteful and well-delivered song covering the topic of sexual abuse that's ever been written. Every day I work with people who have experienced this form of trauma and the way in which Daniel's lyrics highlight the complexity of attachment, sense of shame and prolonged psychological trauma involved in sexual abuse is frighteningly accurate.

@TheSteveKlattProject

One of my all time favorite bands. So diverse, so skilled, so unique. I had the pleasure of seeing them live last year. I was so close to the stage I could literally grab Daniel's leg lol. They are also one of my biggest musical influences.

@WarhawkBeyond2040

Absolutely bone chilling as only Pain Of Salvation can deliver with Daniel's spine tingling voice.

@qlczas

I have been haunted by this song since I first listened to the "Perfect Element"...

@thenoble39

It's super haunting

@betinmeistika

2019
Tons of new albums out there. And i'm still listening to this!

@88omair

Because this is timeless

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