He is in many groups, however two main ones- Parker Deal (acoustic music- this page) and Beautiful Dying Day (screamo music). As Parker Deal, he plays acoustic music, with some electric guitars maybe, here and there, but generally Parker's voice, guitar, and backup instruments.
That's pretty much it!
Oh, and if you're wondering: yes, Parker is a Chistian, so if you were thinking that one or two of his songs 'sounded somewhat religious', chances are that they are!
My Song
Parker Deal Lyrics
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My brain just will not let me play it aloud
Every time that I pick up my guitar
My fingers seem to know where the chords are
But they just will not let them ring
So I'll sit here with my song to sing
It's about the shallow, it's about depth
It's about love, it's about hate
It's about how God, I know you know my way
I just can't seem to let it out, no matter how hard I try
Oh God can you please help me figure it out, 'cause it's all I can do not to cry
And it means the world to me
This song that won't come out
Though I know it could mean nothing
To anyone else around
And it's about life, it's about death
It's about the shallow, it's about depth
It's about love, it's about hate
It's about how God, I know you know my way
And I hate that I can't understand your plan
And I hate that I can't trust myself anymore
And it's about life, it's about death
It's about the shallow, it's about depth
It's about love, it's about hate
It's about how God, I know you know my way
In Parker Deal's song "My Song," the lyrics capture the frustration of having a song trapped inside one's mind that cannot be fully expressed. The songwriter describes how the song exists within their thoughts but refuses to be brought to life audibly. This internal struggle is reflected in the line, "My brain just will not let me play it aloud."
The artist further expresses their yearning to share the song when they pick up their guitar. While their fingers instinctively find the chords, they are unable to make the melody resonate fully. This results in a feeling of stagnation and a longing to give voice to their creation, represented in the line, "But they just will not let them ring, so I'll sit here with my song to sing."
The lyrics suggest that the song carries significant meaning for the songwriter. It encompasses various aspects of life, including the shallow and the deep, love and hate, and the songwriter's relationship with a higher power. They acknowledge that the song may not hold the same significance for others, indicating the personal nature of their creation.
The frustration intensifies as the songwriter expresses their helplessness in bringing the song out. They plead to a higher power, most likely referring to God, to assist them in understanding and unleashing the essence of the song. The desperation to figure it out and the emotional weight behind it are conveyed when they say, "Oh God, can you please help me figure it out, 'cause it's all I can do not to cry."
The lyrics also touch on the songwriter's struggle to comprehend God's plan and their own lack of self-trust. This uncertainty adds another layer to their frustration and further deepens their emotional turmoil. The repeated lines, "And I hate that I can't understand your plan, and I hate that I can't trust myself anymore," reflect these internal conflicts.
The overarching theme of the song revolves around the songwriter's desire to express their inner emotions and experiences through music. However, the inability to fully bring the song to life seeks to capture the universal struggle of yearning for self-expression amidst barriers and obstacles.
Line by Line Meaning
There's a song that's inside of my head that will not seem to come out
I have a song in my mind that I can't seem to express
My brain just will not let me play it aloud
I am unable to vocalize the song because my mind won't allow it
Every time that I pick up my guitar
Each time I hold my guitar
My fingers seem to know where the chords are
My fingers instinctively find the right chords
But they just will not let them ring
However, they prevent the chords from resonating
So I'll sit here with my song to sing
So I'll remain here with my unexpressed song
And it's about life, it's about death
The song revolves around the concepts of life and death
It's about the shallow, it's about depth
It explores both superficial and profound aspects
It's about love, it's about hate
It delves into feelings of both love and hatred
It's about how God, I know you know my way
It addresses my belief that God understands my path
I just can't seem to let it out, no matter how hard I try
Regardless of my efforts, I am unable to release the song
Oh God can you please help me figure it out, 'cause it's all I can do not to cry
Dear God, I implore you to assist me in deciphering this song, as it overwhelms me with emotions
And it means the world to me
This song holds immense significance to me
This song that won't come out
Referring to the song that I can't express
Though I know it could mean nothing
Although I understand it may hold no value
To anyone else around
For those who are present
And I hate that I can't understand your plan
I despise my inability to comprehend your divine plan
And I hate that I can't trust myself anymore
I loathe losing faith in my own judgment
Lyrics ยฉ O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Parker Deal
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@Shadowthefoxhog
~Lyrics~
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet?
(Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that Yet, yet, yet, yet
'bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
have i learned that yet?
(Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet
I wanna die, I wanna leave
I wanna disappear from everything
I wanna hide, I wanna see
What life would be like if
it wasn't for me
Fucking it up making it worse
Hurting myself throwing on dirt
Making shit hurt more than it should
Running from love
Running from Family
Running from people that don't understand me
Running from everything that life hands me
Even my own mother can't stand me
(I couldn't stand me)
Disappointed myself, shit is annoying
I know I need help
Help from destroying myself
If you know how I felt then I'm sorry you do
Sorry that no one was holding you through
All the war that you went through
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet?
(Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that Yet, yet, yet, yet
'bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
have i learned that yet?
(Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet
Yeah, feeling the stress, I need some rest
I need to get some things off of my chest
My heads a mess
Feel like I'm stuck in distress
Feel like I'm fucking depressed
Sit in the dark sit with my thoughts
Asking myself shit, Am I lost?
Giving myself don't know what cost
Living this up wish I could pause it
Got me stuck up not giving a fuck
Feel like I wanna give up
It's 3 AM and I'm opening up
All of the chapters I should have kept shut
And you know the moments
It's hard to be honest
You feel like you're drowning
In all of your problems
You feel like you're down
And you're heart is just pounding
Trying to get out of it close
On your eyes and then
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet?
(Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that Yet, yet, yet, yet
'bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
have i learned that yet?
(Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet
@zeyd1065
Lyrics :
**Chorus :
'Bout time that I,
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness,
Have I learned that yet,
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet,
About time that I,
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness,
Have I learned that yet,
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet,
**Couplet 1:
I wanna die, I wanna leave,
I wanna disapper from everything,
I wanna hide, I wanna see,
What life would be life if it wasn't for me,
Fucking it up, making it worse,
Hurting myself, throwing on dirt,
Making shit hurt, more that it should,
Running from love, running from family,
Running from people that dont't understand me,
Running from everything that life hands me,
Even my own mother couldn't stand me,
(I couldn't stand me)
Dissapointed mysels, shit is annoying I know I need help,
Help from destroying myself if you know how I felt then I'm sorry you do,
Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through.
**Chorus:
'Bout time that I,
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness,
Have I learned that yet,
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet,
About time that I,
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness,
Have I learned that yet,
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet.
**Couplet 2:
Yeah,feeling the stress, I need some rest,
I need to get some things off of my chest,
My head's a mess, feel like I'm stuck in distress,
Feel like I'm fucking depressed,
Sit in the dark, sit with my thoughts,
Asking myself: "Shit, am I lost?"
Giving myself, don't know what cost,
Living this up, wish I could pause,
It got me stuck up not giving a fuck,
Feel like I wanna give up,
It's 3 am and I'm opening up,
All of the chapters I should've kept shut,
And you know the moments it's hard to be honest
You feel like you're drowning in all of your problems
You feel like you're down and your heart is just pounding,
Trying to get out of it close on your eyes and then.
**Chorus:
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet
@DILEXERRY
for real this track reached deep inside me
@LukeJ3921
Love from Tennessee man, I felt this song โค
@being_k_are4845
May 16th 2:43pm East African time zone my brother saved my life by sending me this song. Really about time I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
@ermstotgaming
Sending love dude. Me too
@Chydeofficial
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@JyotiChandrra01
I felt like you were singing everything I am feeling in my soul๐ such beautiful voice loved the song I pray it spreads like fire out there.
@kokokokos1750
Bro its a lyrics
@Chydeofficial
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@jessicaleal4127
Ty for making this song bc this really describes me and it always helps with my depressionโก
@samiuddinhasamy3798
I never heard like that song. I love this song.โคโคโคโค