In My Hand
Passenger Lyrics


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I'm so brilliant
I'm a joke
My tongue is golden
I'm about to choke
And I'm holy
I'm a wreck
My voice is velvet
I have a rope around my neck

I'm so tired of this world in my head
I am the man that lost
So tired, so tired of myself
Am I the man that lost?

I'm a king
I'm a kick to the curb
I see things clear
My world is disturbed
And I'm a mountain
Yeah I'm a pile




I long for tomorrow
Haven't seen it in a while

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Passenger's song "In My Hand" convey a sense of self-awareness and self-reflection. The opening lines, "I'm so brilliant, I'm a joke" highlight the paradoxical nature of the singer's existence. They possess a certain level of intelligence or talent, but also feel overwhelmed and on the verge of collapsing. The phrase "My tongue is golden, I'm about to choke" speaks to the singer's potential for greatness, but also their fear or doubt that is hindering them from achieving it. This internal conflict is further explored in the lines "And I'm holy, I'm a wreck, my voice is velvet, I have a rope around my neck". The singer is capable of beauty and grace, but also feels trapped or restrained by their own thoughts and feelings.


The chorus of the song shifts in tone slightly, expressing a weariness with the constant struggle of self-examination. The lines "I'm so tired of this world in my head, I am the man that lost, so tired, so tired of myself, am I the man that lost?" convey a feeling of defeat or disillusionment. The repetition of "so tired" emphasizes the exhaustion and desperation the singer is feeling. They question their sense of identity and purpose, wondering if they have already lost something worth fighting for.


The second half of the song returns to a more optimistic and hopeful tone, with the singer describing themselves as a "king" and "a kick to the curb". They possess both strength and vulnerability, seeing the world with clarity but also recognizing its inherent chaos. The lines "And I'm a mountain, yeah, I'm a pile, I long for tomorrow, haven't seen it in a while" reflect a longing for something or someone to come and pull the singer out of their internal struggle. Overall, "In My Hand" is a poignant exploration of the complexities of self-awareness and introspection.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm so brilliant
I believe I possess great intelligence and talent.


I'm a joke
But I also feel like a laughingstock or a mockery, perhaps due to impostor syndrome.


My tongue is golden
I am capable of speaking beautifully and persuasively.


I'm about to choke
Despite this, I feel like I am about to lose what little control I have in this situation.


And I'm holy
I also hold myself to a high moral standard, or perhaps identify with a religion or ideology.


I'm a wreck
But I am struggling to keep myself together, either emotionally or physically.


My voice is velvet
My speaking/singing voice is smooth, calming, and/or pleasant to listen to.


I have a rope around my neck
However, I feel constrained or trapped by something in my life, perhaps self-imposed.


I'm so tired of this world in my head
I am exhausted by my own thoughts and feelings, which may be negative or cyclical.


I am the man that lost
I feel like I am losing at life, or that I have failed in some significant way.


So tired, so tired of myself
I am also tired of my own problems and inadequacies, and wish to escape from them.


Am I the man that lost?
I am questioning my own identity and purpose, and do not know if I will ever find a satisfactory answer.


I'm a king
At times, I feel like I am powerful and in control of my own destiny.


I'm a kick to the curb
However, I also feel neglected, overlooked, or abandoned by others.


I see things clear
Despite this, I am able to perceive the world around me with clarity and insight.


My world is disturbed
But this does not mean that I find comfort in what I observe - rather, it causes me discomfort or distress.


And I'm a mountain
Sometimes, I feel unshakeable and strong, like a mountain that cannot be moved.


Yeah I'm a pile
Other times, though, I feel weak, vulnerable, and easily defeated, like a pile of rubble.


I long for tomorrow
Despite all of this, I still have hope and optimism for the future.


Haven't seen it in a while
But it has been some time since I have felt this way, and I am afraid that it may never return.




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@oliviamillan1905

I know a man with nothing in his hands, nothing but a rolling stone
He told me about when his house burnt down, he lost everything he owned
He lay asleep for six whole weeks, they were gonna ask his mother to choose
When he woke up with nothing he said I'll tell you something
When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose

Now I've got a hole in my pocket, a hole in my shirt, a whole lot of trouble, he said
But now the money is gone, life carries on and I miss it like a hole in the head

I know a woman with kids around her ankles and a baby on her lap
She said one day her husband went to get a paper and the mother fucker never came back
Mortgage to pay and four kids to raise, keeping the wolf from the door
She said the wolf's just a puppy and the door's double locked so why you gotta worry me for

Now he left a in hole in my heart a hole in a promise a hole on the side of my bed
Oh now that he's gone well life carries on and I miss him like a hole in the head
Well sometimes you can't change and you can't choose
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose
Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Where we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on



@teamcanadako1751

lol thanks for the copy and paste

Lyrics:
I know a man with nothing in his hands, nothing but a rolling stone. 
He told me about when his house burnt down, he lost everything he owned.
He lay asleep for six whole weeks, they were gonna his mother to choose.
When he woke up with nothing he said I'll tell you something, 
When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose. 

Now I've got a whole in my pocket, a hole in my shirt, a whole lot of trouble, he said. 
But now the money is gone, life carries on and I miss it like a hole in the head. 

I know a woman with kids around her ankles and a baby on her lap. 
She said one day her husband when to get a paper and the mother fucker never came back.
Mortgage to pay and four kids to raise, keeping the wolf from the door.  
She said the wolf's just a puppy and the door's double locked so why you gotta worry me for. 

Now he left a in hole in my heart a hole in a promise a hole on the side of my bed. 
Oh now that he's gone well life carries and I miss him like a hole in the head.

Well sometimes you can't change and you can't choose.
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose. 

Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives. 
Well we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on. 

Well we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives. 
Well we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on. 

Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives. 
Well we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on. 

Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives. 
we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on. 

Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives. 
we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on. 

Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives. 
Well we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on.



@amit9453

Lyrics...

"Holes"

I know a man with nothing in his hands, nothing but a rolling stone
He told me about when his house burnt down, and he lost everything he owned
He lay asleep for six whole weeks, they were gonna ask his mother to choose
When he woke up with nothing he said I'll tell you something
When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose

Now I've got a hole in my pocket, a hole in my shirt, a whole lot of trouble, he said
But now the money is gone, life carries on and I miss it like a hole in the head

I know a woman with kids around her ankles and a baby on her lap
She said one day her husband went to get a paper and the motherfucker never came back
Mortgage to pay and four kids to raise, but keeping the wolf from the door
She said the wolf's just a puppy and the door's double locked so why you gotta worry me for

Cause he left a in hole in my heart a hole in a promise a hole on the side of my bed
Oh now that he's gone well life carries on and I miss him like a hole in the head

Well sometimes you can't change and you can't choose
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose

Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Where we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on



All comments from YouTube:

@sarahbrown3211

Arguably the most underrated artist around. Simply brilliant.

@vivinvikranth9091

Definitely...... I'm from India..... And he is the first English artist I remember.....and I heard him when I was 8 yrs old (💕let her go 💕)

@pranabgiri8809

Why do you think he is underrated at all?

@sameersinghmahar6396

yeah he is one of the top best singer for me in the world

@sameersinghmahar6396

@@pranabgiri8809 because bts shit is more popular 😂😂😂😂

@lewisbenson3058

Couldn't agree more 👏

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@bernardking1122

One of Passenger's best songs. Not only about real life problems but also extremely talented music. Brilliant!

@scotteeoneil

Really hope you're all good these days x

@abhijitchowdhury6368

In the over crowded, hot & over polluted greyish old city of Calcutta, with lots of holes in my heart, this song feels like a shower of rain. Lot of love Passenger.

@RahulKushwaha-vw6be

Abhijit Chowdhury Jhansi Uttar Pradesh holes everywhere 😟

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