Misleading
Patterns Lyrics

I never needed to believe in your distance
I never thought that you were far away

I never tried to understand the truth
I never thought that you were lying or hiding anything

You give me more when I stop thinking about you
You are more present in my life when I focus on something else, rather than obsessed over you

Tell me why, why baby, babe I′m coming to you
Explain why you have such a strong hold over me, as I am drawn to you despite the confusion and frustration you cause me

My affection against your will
I feel strongly for you, even though you don't reciprocate those feelings

My desire, forbidden
I want you, but it seems like we can't be together for one reason or another

Poor lips against the wall
I try to express my feelings to you, but it seems like they are constantly met with barriers or resistance

Your direction misleaded
You seem to be leading me somewhere, but it's not clear where and it may not be where I want to go

Why do you look at me if you're never gonna come
I don't understand why you give me attention if you don't plan on pursuing a relationship with me

They seem to vanish, why don′t you
Other people I'm interested in tend to lose interest in me, but you remain a constant and it's confusing

They seem to notice me... why don't you
I attract the interest of others, but you do not seem to feel the same way about me

But you do... you said you knew
Despite your mixed signals, you have given me some indication that you are interested in me

The smell in my neck
I am reminded of you by even the smallest and seemingly unrelated things, like a scent or a sound

My wild lips that speak without danger
I am honest and upfront about my feelings for you, even though it might be risky or could lead to rejection

I don't mind you staying but
I want you to stay in my life, but I am also frustrated by the lack of clarity in our relationship

Your sweat and your body language
Your physical presence and the nonverbal cues you give off affect me strongly

It... it burns.
My feelings for you are intense and possibly painful

You′re like rain you′re the ocean blue
You are soothing and calming, like the sound of rain or the color of the ocean

You move slowly like you don't need to
You seem confident and unhurried in your actions, as if you don't have anything to prove

I wanna be the moon wanna lay you down
I want to be a constant in your life and be physically close to you

And when you′re talking like you do can I be your flow
I am drawn to your words and your voice, and I want to be a part of your life in that way

You're the laze I wanna deep into
You have an aura of relaxation and comfort that I crave

I wanna move slowly over you
I want to take my time getting to know you and exploring our relationship

I wanna see you smile when I dive into
I want to make you happy and see your joy in our relationship

I wanna fly you to the moon and please you
I want to go above and beyond for you, and make sure that you feel satisfied and fulfilled in every way

Skies couldn′t take it you're too beautiful
You are stunning and captivating in a way that exceeds anything in nature

Lies couldn′t fake it cuz you're painful in the deepests thoughts
The intensity of my emotions for you is so strong that it cannot be replicated, and it can even be overwhelming

I couldn't stop them even if I fought but I don′t wanna stop this thoughts
My feelings for you are too powerful and too deep to be ignored, and I'm not sure that I even want to resist them

Im blind and I forgot directions, I′m falling through... I just died for you...
I am lost and confused in my feelings for you, and they seem to have taken over my life completely