I Will Never Be the Same
Paul Oakley Lyrics


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I will never be the same
Now that I have seen the cross
And how You took upon Yourself
The fullness of the wrath of God
And I may never understand
Just what You suffered in my place
Jesus You who knew no sin
How You were made sin for us

And oh how fierce the Father's anger
And though You were pierced
All the pain could not compare
So dark was the hour
When all heaven turned it's face away
Turned it's face away from You




How sweet is Your mercy
As it finds it's way to me

Overall Meaning

In "I Will Never Be the Same," Paul Oakley reflects on the transformative power of the cross and the sacrifice that Jesus made for humanity. The opening lines express a sense of profound transformation that has taken place within Oakley since he has come to an awareness of Christ's sacrifice. The weight of this realization is evident in the next line, which describes how Jesus absorbed the "fullness of the wrath of God," taking upon Himself the sin of the entire world. Throughout the song, Oakley grapples with the enormity of what Jesus endured on the cross, admitting that he may never fully comprehend the depth of Christ's suffering.


Oakley also touches on the emotional and spiritual cost of the crucifixion, describing the dark hour when heaven itself turned away from Jesus. The sorrowful tone of these lines conveys the anguish that Oakley feels in contemplating Christ's rejection and abandonment. Yet despite the darkness and pain, Oakley finds hope in the sweet mercy that he has received through Christ's sacrifice. The song concludes with a sense of gratitude and awe, with Oakley acknowledging the powerful transformation that has taken place within him through his encounter with the cross.


Line by Line Meaning

I will never be the same
My life has been forever transformed by the experience and realization of the cross.


Now that I have seen the cross
After witnessing the sacrifice Jesus made on the cross for our salvation and redemption.


And how You took upon Yourself
Jesus took on the sins of humanity and endured the fullness of God's wrath in our place.


The fullness of the wrath of God
The complete and total anger and punishment due to our sins was laid upon Jesus on the cross.


And I may never understand
It is possible that we may never fully comprehend the extent of the suffering Jesus endured for us.


Just what You suffered in my place
The degree of pain, punishment and suffering that Jesus went through for our sins is beyond our understanding.


Jesus You who knew no sin
Despite being pure and sinless, Jesus took on the weight of our sins to save us from eternal damnation.


How You were made sin for us
Jesus became a representation of sin, taking on the guilt and punishment that we deserved on the cross.


And oh how fierce the Father's anger
The righteous anger and wrath of God towards our sinfulness was completely focused upon Jesus as He died on the cross.


And though You were pierced
Jesus was physically wounded and pierced through with nails and a spear on the cross.


All the pain could not compare
The suffering that Jesus endured on the cross was beyond any pain that humans could possibly endure.


So dark was the hour
The moment that Jesus died on the cross was a time of utter darkness and despair as the weight of our sins were laid upon Him.


When all heaven turned it's face away
Even though Jesus was the Son of God, as He took on the sins of the world, heaven could not look upon Him due to the weight of sin laid upon Him.


Turned it's face away from You
The agony of the moment caused all of creation to turn away from Jesus.


How sweet is Your mercy
Despite the weight of our sins, God's mercy still found its way to us through the sacrifice that Jesus made for us on the cross.


As it finds it's way to me
The love, mercy and grace that God extends to us through Jesus' ultimate sacrifice on the cross is a personal and profound gift.




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@bsg1006

Thank you for sharing this song - it’s been one of my favourites for many years.

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I was not expecting this cover art with this amazing song.

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Never heard of it....Great tune

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A great track. Thanks for listing it

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