All That I Had
Paul Westerberg Lyrics
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Full and twin
Leave the key
It’s time to move again
Brand new lease
New set of locks
This end up
Ten city blocks
And I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I’m doing fine
I’m doing fine
Life is simple or it’s impossible
You always half empty
You ain’t never half full (even though? even now?)
Me and yesterday hopped on a track
I swear to God neither of us ever coming back
And I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I’m doing fine
I’m doing fine
And I gave all that I can
Every time
Didn’t follow my dreams
I lost the map
I live my fantasy instead
Till I found it was a trap
Gave a life, got a living
Hey that’s all right
All is forgiven
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
The song "All That I Had" by Paul Westerberg is a reflection on life and the choices we make along the way. The opening lyrics "King and queen, full and twin, leave the key, it’s time to move again" set the tone for the rest of the song, as Westerberg sings about the transitory nature of life and how we are constantly moving on to something new. He describes starting over with a brand new lease and new set of locks, and reducing his possessions to fit in a small space "room in a box". Despite the challenges and hardships along the way, he has given everything he had to make a life for himself.
Westerberg touches on the idea that life is never easy, and there are always struggles to deal with. He sings "Life is simple or it’s impossible, you always half empty, you ain’t never half full", a nod to the fact that some people see the world as it is, while others always see the glass as half empty. The song also delves into the concept of regrets, as Westerberg sings about losing the map to follow his dreams and falling into a trap, but ultimately finding a way to forgive himself and move on.
The chorus repeats several times throughout the song, with the line "I gave all that I had, it’s taken some bad times to show me" emphasizing the theme of sacrifice and the idea that sometimes it takes difficult times to truly appreciate what we have. Overall, "All That I Had" is a contemplative and introspective song that encourages the listener to reflect on their own life and the choices they have made.
Line by Line Meaning
King and queen
Referring to two sizes of bed, possibly indicating moving from a comfortable life to a less luxurious one
Full and twin
Continuing the reference to different bed sizes, emphasizing the change in living situation
Leave the key
Leaving behind the old life, both literally and figuratively
It’s time to move again
Expressing the need for change, possibly due to stagnation or dissatisfaction
Brand new lease
Starting fresh in a new place
New set of locks
Further emphasizing the idea of a new start, with added security measures
This end up
Directional instructions for furniture movers, but possibly also a metaphor for keeping a positive attitude and moving forward
Ten city blocks
A specific distance, indicating how far away the old life is
I gave it up for a room in a box
Sacrificing comfort and familiarity for a small space, likely due to financial constraints
And I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
Reflecting on the sacrifices made and the difficulties that led to this point
I’m doing fine
I’m doing fine
An affirmation of being okay despite the hardships, possibly to convince oneself
Life is simple or it’s impossible
A binary view of life, implying that simplicity is necessary for survival
You always half empty
You ain’t never half full (even though? even now?)
Addressing a pessimistic attitude in oneself or others, acknowledging that positivity may be difficult to find
Me and yesterday hopped on a track
I swear to God neither of us ever coming back
Metaphorically leaving the past behind, committing to moving forward without looking back
And I gave all that I can
Every time
Continuing to give despite hardships, perhaps indicating resilience or a sense of duty
Didn’t follow my dreams
I lost the map
Acknowledging past mistakes and regrets that have led to a difficult present
I live my fantasy instead
Till I found it was a trap
Indulging in escapism or idealistic thinking, only to realize it was unsustainable
Gave a life, got a living
Hey that’s all right
All is forgiven
Accepting the hard work done to survive, finding contentment in the present
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
Repeating the earlier reflection on the sacrifices made and hardships endured, but perhaps with a new perspective
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
Reiterating the idea that difficult times have led to personal growth and resilience
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
Emphasizing the repeated theme of personal growth through struggle
I gave all that I had
It’s taken some bad times to show me
Concluding the song with a final reflection on the importance of overcoming hardships and finding contentment in the present
Contributed by Jayce G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.