Circus
Pendragon Lyrics


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Outgrown the big top
But still shadowed by a doubt
Acrobats deceive, deceive me
No safety net to help you out
Self-conscious discipline
Unconscious disciple in bewildered religion
All the things you've said and done
Hope the art remains unharmed

Drifting away your child your lover
The thing you loved has poisoned you
Bitter talk that reeks of almond
Do pictures in a gallery scorn the painter?

Does a book destroy the writer?
In a field of inspiration
I see clowns approaching me
I look the other way to find a smile to cling to
Trying to justify, simplify and rectify the end

What ambitious man would sit back and onlook
While his dream goes sailing by
In the icy cold night he'll cry




With the kids tucked up and slippers dry
I remember that circus so well

Overall Meaning

The lyrics "Outgrown the big top but still shadowed by a doubt" depict the main protagonist who has left behind the world of circus, but still doubts his or her decision. The acrobats deceive him or her, being unwilling to perform and push for the limits anymore. There are no safety nets to help out in case of any failure indicating that this person is feeling vulnerable and exposed to the uncertainty of the future. The singer's self-conscious discipline and unconscious disciple are a reflection of his or her struggles of coming out of the bewildered religion. Despite this, he or she hopes that the art he has left behind remains untouched.


The second verse is a reflection of the singer's current situation. He or she feels isolated but yearns for validation from others. The things he or she loved, which is the circus have poisoned him or her leaving a bitter taste. The lyrics question if pictures in a gallery scorn the painter or if a book destroys the writer. The singer is going through a sort of existential crisis where he or she questions the meaning of his or her art and if it has any value. This person sees clowns approaching but looks the other way, searching for something to hold on to. Finally, the song ends with the singer remembering the good times and looking back to the memories.


Line by Line Meaning

Outgrown the big top
Having moved beyond the circus tent and its performers


But still shadowed by a doubt
Despite moving on, there remains an uncertainty or hesitation


Acrobats deceive, deceive me
The performers, with their gravity-defying feats, are deceiving the listener


No safety net to help you out
Without a safety net, one is left with no protection or support in case of failure


Self-conscious discipline
A disciplined approach to oneself, with awareness of faults or insecurities


Unconscious disciple in bewildered religion
Following a set of beliefs without awareness of the implications or consequences


All the things you've said and done
Referring to one's past actions and words


Hope the art remains unharmed
Desiring for one's creativity and expression to remain unscathed


Drifting away your child your lover
Losing one's loved ones due to the toxic nature of the circus or the performer's lifestyle


The thing you loved has poisoned you
The circus, or the passion for it, has had a negative impact on the person


Bitter talk that reeks of almond
Harsh and unpleasant words that carry a hint of death or finality


Do pictures in a gallery scorn the painter?
Similar to the idea that one's art should remain unharmed, this line questions whether the art (or the audience) judges the artist


Does a book destroy the writer?
Asking whether the process of writing, or the reception of the writer's work, can harm the writer


In a field of inspiration
Referring to a place or setting that encourages creativity and artistic expression


I see clowns approaching me
A metaphor for the heavy burdens or obligations that come with the circus lifestyle


I look the other way to find a smile to cling to
Despite the difficulties and challenges, one seeks out happiness or positivity


Trying to justify, simplify and rectify the end
Attempting to explain, simplify, and make amends for the consequences of one's actions


What ambitious man would sit back and onlook
No truly driven person would allow their dreams to pass by without taking action


While his dream goes sailing by
One's aspirations or goals may be lost or left behind if not actively pursued


In the icy cold night he'll cry
Emotional pain and regret may follow the abandonment or failure of one's dreams


With the kids tucked up and slippers dry
In contrast to the bitter cold and tears, this line implies comfort and stability


I remember that circus so well
Despite having moved on, the memories of the circus remain vivid and significant




Lyrics ยฉ Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: HOWARD HELM

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I've loved this album since the 80s, when I bought it on a whim!

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