All I Have
Perceptions Lyrics


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Let me know
How many days go by
I feel like I've lost
My mind this time
I can't go home
I can't get sleep
I just wanna connect
The past to me

And this is killing me

In the end
I'll look back and think
On where I've been
And how I'm glad I stayed
In the end
Most souls get bent then break
But you rose with broken bones
I'm no longer quaking

Can I get lost
In the same atmosphere?
I know I've felt this fear
This can't be real
I'm so afraid of
My past
I'm so afraid that
It's real
I have to go back
That pain is all I have

It's all I have
It's all I have
The lonely nights
Where I lost all sight

It's all I have

In the end
I'll look back and think
On where I've been
And how I'm glad I stayed
In the end
Most souls get bent then break
But you rose with broken bones
I'm no longer quaking

I can feel this way
And that's okay
I have to go back

I can feel this way
And that's okay
This pain is all I have
But I don't want it that way

In the end
I'll look back and think
On where I've been
And how I'm glad I stayed
In the end
Most souls get bent then break




But you rose with broken bones
I'm no longer quaking

Overall Meaning

The song "All I Have" by Perceptions speaks about the struggle of dealing with past traumas and fears that still linger in the present. The lyrics suggest the singer is feeling lost and unable to connect with the world around them. They are plagued by memories that they are afraid of facing but knows they must confront eventually. The song mentions that this struggle is impacting their mental health, affecting their ability to sleep and go about their day-to-day life. The lyrics depict a person who is struggling to overcome their past.


However, the song does offer hope by emphasizing the theme of perseverance and the power of rising above hardship. The singer encourages themself to keep going, reminding themself that they have come too far to give up now. The chorus sings, "In the end, I'll look back and think on where I've been, and how I'm glad I stayed." This line suggests that the journey is not over, but the singer is proud of how far they have come.


The song also acknowledges that healing is a process that takes time, and it's okay to feel scared and uncertain. The singer knows that they have to face their past to move forward, but also that it can be a painful experience. Ultimately, "All I Have" seems to be a reminder that even though the road to recovery may be long and difficult, it is possible to overcome one's trauma and fears and come out stronger on the other side.


Line by Line Meaning

Let me know
Asking for information


How many days go by
Questioning the amount of time passed


I feel like I've lost
Feeling lost or disoriented


My mind this time
Mind is overwhelmed or exhausted


I can't go home
Unable to return to previous state or comfort zone


I can't get sleep
Experiencing restlessness or insomnia


I just wanna connect
Desire for connection or understanding


The past to me
Reflecting on the past


And this is killing me
Emotional pain or distress


In the end
Reflecting on the future or final outcome


I'll look back and think
Revisiting memories and experiences


On where I've been
Reflecting on personal journey


And how I'm glad I stayed
Gratitude for overcoming hardship


Most souls get bent then break
Acknowledging the difficulty of enduring pain


But you rose with broken bones
Persevering through injury or hardship


I'm no longer quaking
Overcoming fear and anxiety


Can I get lost
Desire to escape or disappear


In the same atmosphere?
Wondering if it's possible to remain in the same environment


I know I've felt this fear
Recognizing familiar feelings of fear or anxiety


This can't be real
Questioning the validity of reality


I'm so afraid of
Experiencing intense fear or apprehension


My past
Reflecting on past experiences or events


It's real
Accepting the reality of past events


I have to go back
Feeling the need to confront or revisit the past


That pain is all I have
Feeling defined by past pain or trauma


It's all I have
Emphasizing the significance of past pain or trauma


The lonely nights
Experiencing loneliness or isolation


Where I lost all sight
Feeling lost or disoriented


I can feel this way
Acknowledging and accepting personal emotions


And that's okay
Accepting personal emotions and experiences


This pain is all I have
Feeling limited or defined by past pain or trauma


But I don't want it that way
Expressing a desire for change or growth




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Brendan Ruff, Clayton White, Jeff Scott

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

SoggyStargazer

Every time I listen to this I pick up new nuances in the music.
the two note flute at :27 that shows up again in the next stanza a few octaves higher and with some funk smeared on itz
The slightly creepy "I can perceive you" harmony in the left ear around :40
The WICKED walking bassline at 50: in the right ear
The low end vocoder bass harmony throughout is great
The funktastic organ groove that makes up the backbone is goofy but also really great with the syncopation...

Its been a while since I have had this much fun listening to a song.

The mixing is fantastic.



All comments from YouTube:

Anonymous Anonymous

I laughed uncontrollably hard when his immediate response to a npc being short was “I cast vicious mockery”

Wolf blood

In the first session of my first campaign the players fought a dwarf who was poisoning people to sell them the cure, and the bard yelled 'my grandma can grow a better beard than you' and the dwarf was so insulted he had an aneurism and died immediately.

Kali Maude

And this is what sets a bard apart. Anyone can attempt an intimidate check to lower their rolls. Haha, they're short.
What sets this apart as truly Vicious Mockery is a brief and vivid trip into a world where a baby was born and everyone was like "where's the rest of it", and implying therefore the kid has a NORMAL SIZED HEAD. You can come to terms with being short, but if someone told you in verse that you were short but have a pumpkinlike cranial eminance, some real orange on a toothpick shit? Even if you pass your save, that's years of therapy.

Wretched Egg

@Kali Maude tbf babies are all born with huge heads, and the bard eventually perceived he was short because he was a kid. He just managed to convince the poor kid that his completely normal birth was a sign of a physical defect.

Notius

​@Kali Maude"some real orange on a toothpick shit" fuckin killed me dude

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OneBiasedOpinion

The IMMEDIATE realization on the DM’s part as soon as he says “yes” is disturbingly relatable. You can pretty much sense the avarice and curiosity radiating off your players when they ask questions like this and it’s almost as if they’ve shed their human guises and revealed themselves to be a pack of goblins in a trenchcoat the entire time.

EnderHX

😂😂😂

Ansur

It happens more times than i want to admit.

Ice Tide

I can confirm all of my characters are actually just several goblins in armor pretending, this is why we must take deceit bonuses all the time

Marcio Cruz

also it's hilarious how both say "child" at the same time

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