Overdose
Pessimistium Lyrics
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My life's turning point another wrong turn towards death itself.
Conqueror of sins, another day, another LSD I just want to
forget everything and everybody.
I just wanna be stuck in a cold, dark vortex.
I fuck up once, I fuck up twice then I fuck up thrice!
Overdose!
I'm the voice of a hopeless individual.
I must be heard loud and clear!
Your spirit is nothing but full of cum and shit.
Nobody, gives a damn whether you live or not.
Your freedom to terminate life is free.
Take me, swallow me,
embrace me, love me...
This is your master.
This is your god.
This is your love
This is your hate
This is your voice.
You wander in... This endless spiral.
In Pessimistium's song "Overdose," the lyrics depict a deeply dark and despairing mindset of the singer. The song explores themes of addiction, self-destruction, and a longing to escape from reality. The opening lines, "My life's turning point another wrong turn towards death itself," suggest that the singer's life has taken a destructive path leading them towards their demise. They describe themselves as a "conqueror of sins," highlighting their indulgence in harmful substances, specifically LSD, as a means to forget their troubles and detach from everything and everyone.
The repetition of the phrase "I fuck up once, I fuck up twice then I fuck up thrice" emphasizes the singer's cycle of self-sabotage and their struggle to break free from their destructive patterns. They feel trapped in a cold, dark vortex, longing to escape from their own mistakes and spiraling downward.
The chorus of the song addresses the theme of addiction and the devastating consequences it brings. The lines "Addiction! Overdose!" highlight the severity of the situation, where the singer faces the constant battle between their desire to numb their pain and their awareness of the destructive nature of their addiction. They feel like the voice of a hopeless individual, desperately wanting their cry to be heard by others. The lines "Your spirit is nothing but full of cum and shit" suggest a deep sense of worthlessness and insignificance, as if their existence is meaningless to others.
The final lines, "You wander in... This endless spiral," evoke a sense of hopelessness and an inability to find a way out of the singer's current state. The spiral represents a never-ending cycle of self-destruction and despair, leaving the listener with a bleak and haunting impression.
Line by Line Meaning
Overdose again motherfuckers!
I find myself once again consumed by the overwhelming desire to indulge in self-destructive behavior, disregarding any consequences or concerns.
My life's turning point another wrong turn towards death itself.
Every decision I make leads me further down a path of destruction and closer to my own demise.
Conqueror of sins, another day, another LSD I just want to forget everything and everybody.
I am constantly seeking ways to escape my guilt and troubles, resorting to drugs to numb myself from the world and everyone around me.
I just wanna be stuck in a cold, dark vortex.
My desire is to be trapped in a state of despair and isolation, devoid of any warmth or light.
I fuck up once, I fuck up twice then I fuck up thrice!
I repeatedly make mistakes, allowing them to compound and worsen, unable to break free from this cycle of self-destruction.
Addiction!
I am enslaved by my own addictive tendencies, unable to break free from their grasp.
Overdose!
My desire to consume harmful substances to the point of overdose is overpowering and consuming me.
I'm the voice of a hopeless individual.
I represent the voice of someone who has lost all hope and sees no way out of their despair.
I must be heard loud and clear!
It is imperative that my cries for help are acknowledged and understood by others.
Your spirit is nothing but full of cum and shit.
The essence of your being is tainted and contaminated, filled with filth and worthlessness.
Nobody gives a damn whether you live or not.
There is an overwhelming sense of apathy and indifference towards your existence, as if your life holds no value.
Your freedom to terminate life is free.
You possess the ability to end your own life without any restraints or consequences.
Take me, swallow me, embrace me, love me...
I yearn for someone or something to fully consume and envelop me, providing a sense of acceptance and love in the midst of my pain.
This is your master.
I hold complete control over you, dictating your every thought and action.
This is your god.
I serve as your deity, guiding and influencing your beliefs and behaviors.
This is your love.
The only affection and connection you experience is through the destructive patterns and habits that consume you.
This is your hate.
Your feelings of anger and resentment are directed towards yourself, fueling your self-destructive tendencies.
This is your voice.
These lyrics represent the expression of your innermost thoughts and emotions, a reflection of your pain and suffering.
You wander in... This endless spiral.
You aimlessly navigate through the continuous cycle of self-destruction, unable to break free from its grasp.
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thank you so much, I don;t know what is wrong with the internet algorithm nowadays.
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