Heavy
Phedora Lyrics


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I don′t like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything′s about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can't escape the gravity

I′m holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what′s bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

You say that I′m paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It′s not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I′m not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I′d be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

I know I′m not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything′s about me

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what′s bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?





Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?

Overall Meaning

The song "Heavy" by Phedora is about the overwhelming feeling of constantly holding onto burdens and problems that weigh one down. The lyrics express the struggle of trying to let go of these issues and the fear of losing control in the process. The first verse describes the constant cycle of piling unnecessary problems on top of each other and the desire to slow things down. However, the comfort of being stuck in this cycle makes it hard to break free from it. The second verse delves deeper into the feeling of paranoia and the belief that the world is against the singer. It is a response to those who dismiss their feelings as mere paranoia. The chorus highlights the theme of holding onto things that are too heavy to bear while recognizing the possibility of freedom if one were to let go. The repetition of asking why everything is so heavy emphasizes the feeling of being trapped and unable to escape one's own mind.


Overall, the song's powerful message about mental health struggles and the importance of acknowledging and dealing with them has resonated with many listeners.


Line by Line Meaning

I don′t like my mind right now
I feel overwhelmed by my thoughts and emotions


Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
I am making things harder for myself by worrying about unimportant issues


Wish that I could slow things down
I want to take a break from my hectic life and find peace


I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
Although I want to relax, I find familiarity in my anxious state


And I drive myself crazy
I am making myself go insane by overthinking


Thinking everything′s about me
I have a tendency to take things personally and assume that they are a reflection of me


Yeah I drive myself crazy
My own thoughts and actions are causing me to feel mental turmoil


'Cause I can't escape the gravity
I feel trapped by my own negative thoughts and cannot pull away from them


I′m holding on
I am trying to keep going despite my struggles


Why is everything so heavy?
Why is life so challenging and difficult to navigate?


Holding on
I am fighting to maintain my grip on life


To so much more than I can carry
I have taken on more responsibilities and emotions than I can handle on my own


I keep dragging around what′s bringing me down
I am weighed down by negative thoughts and experiences


If I just let go, I'd be set free
If I could release my emotional baggage, I would feel liberated and unburdened


You say that I′m paranoid
Others perceive me as overly anxious and suspicious


But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
I feel like everything and everyone is working against me


It′s not like I make the choice
I do not deliberately choose to feel this way


To let my mind stay so fucking messy
My thoughts and emotions are chaotic and disorganized


I know I'm not the center of the universe
I am aware that the world does not revolve around me


But you keep spinning round me just the same
However, I feel like the world continuously affects me and my life


And I drive myself crazy
My own thoughts and behaviors are causing me mental distress


I'm holding on
I refuse to give up even when life is tough


Why is everything so heavy?
I am struggling to cope with the weight of life's challenges


Why is everything so heavy?
This line is repeated to emphasize the heaviness and difficulty of life




Writer(s): Julia Michaels, Justin Tranter, Linkin Park

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Comments from YouTube:

@raven-ish5239

Ten cover brzmi bardziej jak Linkin Park niż samo LP. Super robota chłopaki!!

@grzegorzfischer2409

That is how the Linkin Park Version SHOULD sound - amazing work, guys! You shown it is possible that this song could sound in old, good Linkin Park style.

@klaudiasmolinska319

Genialne 👍 brawo chłopaki 👏👍☺💚

@gamercat5391

A teraz podrzućcie to LP z dopiskiem "tak to powinno brzmieć. Chłopaki, spieprzyliście". <3

@fortkas7721

W końcu jakiś cover który nie zgubił sensu oryginału i mu dorównuje. Dobra interpretacja, równie dobra jak oryginał :)

@Moniks39

Lepsze niż oryginał ♥

@kawaii4718

No nie ma co wasz zespół jest niesamowity 💪

@patrycjasphedora885

Chętnie usłyszałabym In the end w Waszym wykonaniu :)

@metalgodlover

I love this cover and was compelled to listen to it today after hearing the news about Chester...brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for your talent and giving respect to this band and their song by giving us this gift

@Arekcore

świetne Panowie, szacuneczek :)

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