I Must Not Chase the Boys
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Won't someone tell me what is happenin to me
I'm confused and lost and need to know what's going on in my life.

why am i so miunderstood?
No one understands me or my actions.

Why can't they see?
Others can't seem to see things from my perspective and don't understand me.

Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel that I used to be
I face internal conflict between who I used to be and who I'm becoming.

They say I'll understand it all in good time
Others believe that I'll understand my situation eventually with time.

but age ain't nothin but a number inmy mind
I don't believe that age is a defining factor in my life or in understanding my situation.

I'm goin crazy with this push me pull me
I feel like I'm being pulled in different directions and it's driving me crazy.

caught between wrong and right
I'm struggling to make the right choice and not give in to temptation.

I want to give in to the woman in me
I want to embrace my femininity and be true to myself.

I want to be someone they don't want me to be
I want to break free from society's expectations and not conform to what others want me to be.

The moral of this story is i got no choice
I feel like I have no choice but to be true to myself and not chase after others.

I must not chase the boys
I must resist the temptation to pursue relationships with boys and focus on being true to myself.

I started writing down my deepest secrets
I've been keeping a journal to document my true feelings and thoughts.

seven days a week of truth and fantasy
I write in my journal every day, documenting both real events and things I wish could happen.

got the feelin that the way my life is
I have a feeling that changes are coming and I need to be prepared for them.

got to be prepared for changes
I know that changes are coming and I need to be ready to adapt to them.

I want to go left but they tell me go right
Others are pressuring me to conform and make choices that I don't agree with.

don't want to be the little girl they kissin goodnight
I don't want to be controlled or treated like a child by others.

they can try to make me write a thousand lies
Others may try to make me lie or hide my true feelings.

but that won't ever change the way i feel inside
Even if others try to make me lie or hide my true feelings, it won't change how I truly feel inside.

they've got their opinions but i don't care
Others may have their own opinions, but I don't care about them and won't let them change who I am.

cause that's not what i want to hear
I'm willing to go against the opinions of others and stay true to myself.

I, I must, I must not chase the boys
It's important for me to remember not to give in to temptation, stay true to myself, and not chase after boys.