Evil Eyes
Polarbearboy Lyrics

Sometimes when I go to bed
Occasionally, when I retire to bed

I think I'm fading with the dead and
I feel like I'm slowly decaying and dying, just like the deceased

Everything is just routine
My life is monotonous and predictable

When you're a washed up worthless teen
As a teenager who considers themselves worthless and unsuccessful

The days feel like broken records
Every day feels the same and repetitive

And you hear all the things you've heard
I keep hearing the same things over and over again

Over and over and over and over and over and
Repetitively and incessantly

We'll be ancient history
We, as human beings, will become history as time passes

Our social norms will be a mystery
The societal practices and behaviors of the past will be incomprehensible to future generations

Time is moving constantly
Time passes by unceasingly

I'll fade to dust
I will eventually die and decompose into dust

My legacy will rust
My accomplishments and impact will deteriorate and fade away

With everything that once was mine
All of my possessions and achievements

I'll be thought of one last time
I will be remembered one final time before being forgotten

We're all gonna die
We are all bound to die eventually

Evil eyes
A metaphorical expression of emotional distress and suffering

Just tell me why
Help me understand why life is so challenging

Fall in nothingness
The sensation of free falling into emptiness and meaninglessness

Let me know
Inform me, disclose to me

How far I go
The distance I will travel, whether literal or figurative

Do you ever think about it
Have you ever pondered this?

What happened to our love bullshit
What occurred to our romantic relationship and the associated clichés?

I don't wanna talk about it
I prefer to avoid the topic

I was there and where were you at
I was present, and you were...

Where were you at
Where were you located?

Isolation is my friend
I find comfort in being alone

They'll be with me 'till the end
My loneliness will persist until my dying day

I forgot how life was without them
I do not remember living without solitude as a companion

And I'll be a-okay
It will all be fine

I don't know what I'm doing anyway
I am unsure of my purpose and direction in life

Feels like the days are going in repeat
I am stuck in an endless cycle of repetitive daily routine

I wanna know what lies underneath
I am curious about what is hidden or buried deep within

This life
Existence, the experience of being alive

(What does it feel like to die)
(What sensation accompanies the process of dying?)

We're all gonna die
We will all eventually face death

Evil eyes
A metaphorical expression of emotional distress and suffering

Just tell me why
Give me a reason or explanation for life's hardships

Fall in nothingness
Descending into a sensation of emptiness and meaninglessness

Let me know
Please inform me, disclose to me

How far I go
To what extent will I progress, or how much distance will I travel, figuratively or literally