In the summer of 1991, the band officially changed its name to Poor Old Lu, which is taken out of the first book in C.S.Lewis' Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, & the Wardrobe. In spring of 1992 the group released their first full-length demo entitled Star-Studded Super Step. After Aaron & Jesse's father passed their demo to Randy Stonehill, the group was signed to Alarma Records in the summer of 1993.
Their first album released with Alarma Records was entitled Mindsize, a critically praised release from the foursome. The next summer the band regrouped to record their second album. Wanting to capture a more raw sound on the record, the group teamed up with engineer & producer John Goodmanson. Simply called Sin, the group released the album to high reviews and a growing fan base.
In the midst of their constant touring at this time, the group took about a month in the late spring of 1995 to record an elusive experimental EP entitled Straight Six. The EP saw new musical steps for the group as well as guest vocals from Jeremy Enigk and a cover of The Swoon's Speak Soft.
After an unsuccessful tour in the summer of 1995, the band's financial status forced the group to gain part-time or full-time jobs to help keep the group and their families afloat. With less time for shows and writing music, the group didn't start to seriously talk again of next album until the spring of 1996. Already the band had started tossing around the idea that this album might be their last album and shutting things down altogether. With a few songs in hand, the group entered the studio with Gene Eugene mixing and co-producing the album. Diverse as their previous albums, A Picture of the Eighth Wonder was released as the band began talking about their impending split. As a way for the band to reminisce once more over the years, in November of 1996 in front of packed house in Wallingford, WA the group played its farewell concert. Recorded and later released the next year, In Their Final Performance captures the memorable evening from a group who knew their time had finally come.
In the years following the disbanding, the group released a self-selected greatest hits disc entitled Chrono: 1993-1998, which featured a number of remixes of fan favorite songs. Five years after the group went their ways, these four high-school friends rejoined for a single album with Tooth & Nail Records. In 2001 the group released their last disc, The Waiting Room. Released to mixed reviews, the group did minimal tour support for the album.
Since Poor Old Lu almost all of the band members have gone on within some musical project in one way or another. In 1997 Nick Barber and Aaron Sprinkle formed the group Rose Blossom Punch with two other friends. Released through Sara Bellum Records, Ephemere was released to good reviews. Yet the group suffered through a number of label issues which not only delayed their next album, but eventually altogether shelved the album entirely. Offered eventually as limited-time download through MP3.COM, by the time the six-song EP entitled Sorry To Disappoint You was released the band had long been disbanded and Aaron Sprinkle had begun his solo career, releasing his debut solo disc Moontraveler. Aaron went on to release three more albums: The Kindest Days, Bareface, and a greatest hits disc Lackluster.
Both Aaron Sprinkle and Jesse Sprinkle released solo discs over the next few years, with Aaron also starting to produce records for Tooth & Nail Records.
In 2006 Nick Barber and Aaron Sprinkle once again rejoined, adding Erick Newbill and Joey Sanchez as the group Fair. The group released their debut album The Best Worst-Case Scenario to solid reviews. To all Poor Old Lu fans out there, the album gives hope that we'll be able to enjoy this favorite group in some form or fashion for the foreseeable future.
A Month Of Moments
Poor Old Lu Lyrics
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And the consequence is clear
Listen to the heartbreak, my dear
And now I sit alone
I count the words in me
“If you could only see
Sometimes choice is crippling
Am I full of pride or lost inside?
When I stand alone I am alone
(And I) have not the strength to break this shame
(And why) if I hate the sin and let it in
Do I see His arms are open wide
It's deafening to hear the ring of sin
And the waves are crashing in
Will I ever, ever win?
So take me home
I find these words in me
“If you would only see
The choice could make you free
Abide in Me”
Am I full of pride or lost inside?
When I stand alone I am alone
(And I) have not the strength to break this shame
(And why) if I hate the sin and let it in
Do I see His arms are open wide
And the moment was or the moment is
(Help me stand in the present time)
And the moment was or the moment is
(Help me stand in the present time)
The lyrics to Poor Old Lu’s song A Month of Moments depict a struggle with sin, shame, and pride. The first stanza describes the overwhelming feeling of being consumed by sin, and the consequences of that sin are clear. The next stanza speaks to the internal conflict of making choices that cripple, yet finding solace in abiding in God. The third stanza talks about the deafening sound of sin and the struggle to overcome it. The last stanza asks for help to stand in the present moment.
The artist seems to be struggling with the weight of shame caused by their own sin. The lines "When I stand alone I am alone" and "Have not the strength to break this shame" express a feeling of isolation and powerlessness, and the repeated question of "Am I full of pride or lost inside?" suggests a search for self-awareness and acceptance.
In contrast, the lines "Do I see His arms are open wide" and "Abide in Me" offer comfort and hope. They suggest the artist wants to find strength and peace in God, but is struggling to let go of their own negative thoughts and embrace forgiveness.
Overall, the lyrics of A Month of Moments explore the conflicting emotions and thoughts that come with battling sin and shame, and the desire to find freedom in God’s love and forgiveness.
Line by Line Meaning
It swept me in and tossed me out, I fear
The feeling of being lost and helpless has overtaken me, and I am afraid.
And the consequence is clear
The result of my situation is evident and unavoidable.
Listen to the heartbreak, my dear
Take heed of the sorrow and pain that I am experiencing.
And now I sit alone
I find myself in solitude with my thoughts and emotions weighing heavy on me.
I count the words in me
I reflect inwardly and assess my inner turmoil and struggles.
If you could only see
If only others could perceive and comprehend the depth of my anguish.
Sometimes choice is crippling
The weight of making decisions can be oppressive and debilitating.
Abide in Me
Find solace and refuge in faith.
Am I full of pride or lost inside?
I question whether my ego or my inner self is driving my actions and thoughts.
When I stand alone I am alone
I feel isolated and unsupported when I am left to deal with my struggles alone.
Have not the strength to break this shame
I lack the courage and ability to overcome the shame that is haunting me.
If I hate the sin and let it in, do I see His arms are open wide
If I am tormented by my own wrongdoing but still seek redemption, I may find salvation and forgiveness.
It's deafening to hear the ring of sin
The constant reminder of my mistakes is overwhelming and distracting.
And the waves are crashing in
I feel as though I am being tossed about by my emotions and struggles.
Will I ever, ever win?
I question whether I will ever triumph over my inner demons and find peace.
So take me home
I seek comfort and refuge in a place of safety and security.
The choice could make you free
Making the right decisions can lead to personal liberation and inner peace.
And the moment was or the moment is (Help me stand in the present time)
Urging oneself to focus on the current moment and remain grounded in the present rather than dwelling on past mistakes.
And the moment was or the moment is (Help me stand in the present time)
Reiterating the importance of staying present-minded and focused on the here and now.
Lyrics © CAPITOL CHRISTIAN MUSIC GROUP, Capitol CMG Publishing
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