Becoming Light
Process Of Guilt Lyrics

Rain falling down on me
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, with everything perhaps falling apart around me.

The sound of darkness coming in my way
There is some kind of impending and inevitable darkness coming for me, and I can already hear it approaching.

A grey paint of decay
Everything around me seems to have an aura of decay and decline, like paint that has begun to crack and peel.

So fragile so dark
The world seems both tenuous and dark, like it could break apart or destroy me at any moment.

Blurring my spirit
All of these negative feelings and experiences are starting to make it hard to see things clearly or keep my mind focused.

A grey paint of loss
There is a sense of defeat and loss that seems to permeate everything around me, like a grey filter that colors my vision.

So near so dark
This darkness and sense of loss is palpable and feels very close, like it could swallow me up at any moment.

Ending my will
All of these negative experiences seem to be draining my energy and will to keep going, as though there is no point in continuing on.

And then light comes
Just when things seem at their bleakest, a glimmer of hope or light appears to offer a glimpse of something better or different.

Fading out my fall
As this light grows stronger, it seems to wash away some of the darkness or help me move away from my falling state.

Deceiving my own lies
The light also reveals some of the false narratives or mental traps I may have been caught in, helping me to see things more clearly.

In distress
Despite the light, there is still a sense of turmoil, pain, or struggle that I am going through.

Emotions flow through a glimpse of light
The light seems to be connected to my emotions or feelings, and as such it stirs them up or causes them to flow in different ways.

Glowing deep under words
There is a sense that there is something deeper or more profound happening beneath the surface, conveyed through words or language.

This syntax of illusion
The way that language and reality intersect can sometimes be misleading or illusory, and it is important to see beyond surface appearances.

At the dawning of myself
This experience is a kind of awakening or rebirth, where I am rediscovering myself or seeing things in a new light.

Where darkness becomes light
The darkness that seemed so oppressive before is now transforming into something more positive and life-affirming, like a metamorphosis.

Where words evolve in echoes
As I go through this process, words themselves seem to take on new meanings or resonate more deeply with me, connected to something beyond just their surface definitions.

Resonances of radiance
These new meanings or ways of seeing things are infused with a kind of light or energy that radiates outward.

Radiance
The light that was just a glimmer before is now shining brighter and more brilliantly, illuminating everything around me.

Wasted sounds
As the light grows stronger, there are some sounds or ideas that no longer resonate with me or seem pointless or empty in the face of this new understanding.

Drained visions
Similarly, the way I used to see things or interpret the world now feels depleted or lacking after experiencing this transformation.

Lies of an end to come
Some of the negative thoughts or beliefs I used to hold about the future no longer seem true or valid, and may have been holding me back in the past.

Come
There is a sense that everything I have been through has led me to this point, and that there is more to be discovered or experienced.

Myself
This process of transformation is not just external or superficial, but is helping me to rediscover who I am on a deeper level.