Shippy and his paranormal crew filmed a movie called SEEKERS: A Haunting on Hamilton Street, which is based in Saginaw, MI, where Shippy, Brian Harnois, Father Calder, and his crew go into reportedly haunted places and try to find evidence of the paranormal by video and EVP (Electronic Voice Phenomenon). The DVD was released Friday, October 29, 2010. A second volume was produced and released in August, 2011 and will premiere at the Temple Theater in Saginaw, MI on October 28th and 29th of 2011. Pre-production has also begun on a 3rd volume to be released in 2012.
Time
Prozak Lyrics
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The hearts and minds through my lines, rhymes and such
Try to fill the void they can't seem to get enough
Up the open road, hit the stage such a rush
But sometimes I lime light just think by [?]
To outshine the darkside that I disgust
Makes my teeth grind and choice making my life rough
Feels like handcuffs makes it hard to stand tough
Just need a break, some safe haven with any luck
I break away from this endless days of gray stuff
Life against the grain, turn the page, turn this up
Where did the time go? x3
Tell me where did the time go?
If you could see inside me
All these things that terrorize me
Always there to still reminds me
That I can't never be someone like you
(I can't never be someone like you)
The sorrows of my life help to ease the pain anothers
They can sense it in my voice, all the rain and thunder
All the strain, all the shame, all the stress I'm under
It makes for better songs, scream emotions when you suffer
All these lyrics, each and every word is therapy
Spilling my soul on the paper, then through speakers to set it free
But honestly I'm just a self tortured anomy
And terribly damning myself to second guess and all of me
Oftenly complicated and jaded, so plain to see
Orchestrated chaos it's I'll ever be
I'm a lot harmony lost from the darkest antacid
Tossed in deepest oceans, civilization so outta reach
Where did the time go? x3
Tell me where did the time go?
If you could see inside me
All these things that terrorize me
Always there to still reminds me
That I can't never be someone like you
(I can't never be someone like you)
The lyrics to Prozak's song Time are an introspective exploration of his life as a rapper, and the impact it has had on him both positively and negatively. In the first verse, Prozak reflects on the lives he has touched through his music and the rush he gets from performing on stage. However, he admits to struggling with the pressure of being in the limelight and feeling like he is constantly fighting against the darkness and negativity that surrounds him. He feels constrained and trapped, yearning for a break and a safe haven to escape from the grayness of his life.
In the chorus, Prozak questions where the time has gone and confronts the fact that he can never be like someone else. He recognizes the weight of his own struggles and how they have shaped him into the person he is.
The second verse delves deeper into the therapeutic nature of Prozak's music and how it is born out of his own pain and suffering. He acknowledges that his lyrics are an outlet for his emotions, and that the more he struggles, the more potent his music becomes. He is aware of his own complexities and jagged edges, but this is what makes his art so genuine and raw.
Overall, Time is a powerful and vulnerable confessional from Prozak, laying bare his struggles as an artist and as a person trying to find his place in the world.
Line by Line Meaning
Sitting back just thinking about the lives I've touched
Reflecting on the positive impact I've made on others' lives.
The hearts and minds through my lines, rhymes and such
Expressing my thoughts and emotions through my music and lyrics to inspire and connect with my audience.
Try to fill the void they can't seem to get enough
Attempting to satisfy the unfulfilled desires of others through my art, even though it can be a challenge.
Up the open road, hit the stage such a rush
The excitement and adrenaline of performing on stage and being on tour.
But sometimes I lime light just think by [?]
Tired of being in the spotlight and all the negative aspects that come with it.
To outshine the darkside that I disgust
Trying to overcome the negative aspects of fame and the darker side of my personality that I dislike.
Makes my teeth grind and choice making my life rough
Frustration with the difficult decisions and consequences that come with my career and lifestyle.
Feels like handcuffs makes it hard to stand tough
Feeling trapped and constrained by the expectations and responsibilities of being in the public eye.
So outta place, so outta patience, so outta touch
Feeling disconnected and out of sync with the world around me, and struggling to maintain my composure.
Just need a break, some safe haven with any luck
Craving a refuge and escape from the stresses of my life, even if it's just temporary.
I break away from this endless days of gray stuff
Breaking free from the mundane and monotonous aspects of my life and career.
Life against the grain, turn the page, turn this up
Going against the norm and following my own path, living life to the fullest, and enjoying the moment.
Where did the time go? x3
Wondering where all the time has gone and feeling like it has gone by too quickly.
Tell me where did the time go?
Asking for insight and understanding as to why time seems to have passed so quickly.
If you could see inside me
Expressing a desire for others to understand me on a deeper level.
All these things that terrorize me
The fears and anxieties that constantly plague me and prevent me from feeling fully secure or content.
Always there to still reminds me
These fears and anxieties are constantly present in my life and do not seem to ever go away.
That I can't never be someone like you
Feeling like I will never be able to achieve the same level of success or happiness as others, and struggling with self-doubt and insecurity.
The sorrows of my life help to ease the pain anothers
Using my own experiences and struggles to help others through their own hardships and challenges.
They can sense it in my voice, all the rain and thunder
My emotions and struggles are reflected in my music and lyrics, and can be felt by my audience.
All the strain, all the shame, all the stress I'm under
The difficulties and pressures of my life and career, which can have negative impacts on my mental health and well-being.
It makes for better songs, scream emotions when you suffer
Using my struggles and hardships to create more authentic and powerful art.
All these lyrics, each and every word is therapy
Expressing myself through my music and lyrics is like therapy for me, helping me deal with my emotions and mental health.
Spilling my soul on the paper, then through speakers to set it free
Sharing my deepest thoughts and feelings through my art, and feeling a sense of liberation and release as a result.
But honestly I'm just a self tortured anomy
Admitting to the fact that I am filled with self-doubt and emotional pain.
And terribly damning myself to second guess and all of me
Constantly questioning and second-guessing myself, even to the point of self-sabotage.
Oftenly complicated and jaded, so plain to see
My emotional and mental state is often turbulent and difficult, and it shows in my behavior and music.
Orchestrated chaos it's I'll ever be
Feeling like my life is organized chaos, and that this is the only way I will ever know how to be.
I'm a lot harmony lost from the darkest antacid
Struggling to find balance and harmony in my life, despite my inclination towards self-destructive behavior and thoughts.
Tossed in deepest oceans, civilization so outta reach
Feeling isolated and disconnected from society, and feeling like I am adrift at sea with no clear destination.
Contributed by Alexis P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.