Last Time
R.J Lyrics

Under this sun that's fit for a king
I am in a magnificent place, worthy of royalty

I'm up against the rock
I am facing a challenge, a difficult situation

I could have been anywhere else in the world
I had other options, but I chose to be here

I'm holding down this spot
I am staying here and not leaving

Nothing came close
Nothing could match what I have here

And nothing looked good
No other option seemed attractive

I'm out there on the edge
I am taking risks and pushing boundaries

On the toe of it all
I am at the brink, the very edge of it all

A castle keeps an eye on the bay
There is a majestic structure watching over the water

Under sheets of haze
The view is somewhat obscured by a layer of mist or fog

Somewhere down there with the crashing waves
In a location close to the pounding surf

You kept plans for your grand escape
You had intentions of leaving this place

And I won't see you no more
You are gone and I will not be seeing you again

You'll just hear me
You will only hear my voice

'Cause I will scream
I will shout out my feelings

Send it out to sea
My message will be carried away by the ocean

I will live a mile beyond
I will persevere and move on, leaving this behind me

A mile beyond that heart of yours
I will leave behind the emotional pain you caused me

Broken, ain't it torn
My heart is damaged and hurting

So you will leave for the last time
You will depart for good

She set out one night for a place she'd never been
She embarked on a journey to an unfamiliar destination

Oh sweet, my love
Expressing fondness or affection

How does it end?
What will be the conclusion to this story?

Did you find another house in the sun?
Did you find a new home in a sunny location?

Did you fall in love?
Did you develop feelings for someone?

You set sail
You began your journey

But did not fail me
You did not disappoint or let me down

Are you coming back again?
Will you return to where you came from?

Or have you run like I did?
Did you leave because you were running away, like I did?

It's the last time you're gonna do it again
This is the final time you will repeat this action

It's in your blood just to say goodbye
You have a tendency to leave or say farewell

This time not for a while
This departure will be for a considerable amount of time

So find your heaven, go on
Find your happy place and move on

You don't need me
You can do it on your own, without my help

Coming to you in the middle of a cold night
This message is being delivered late, in a time of discomfort

Can't arrest the sun but I've been trying
Trying to control something that cannot be controlled

I hear a song floating off a tidal wave
Hearing a haunting or powerful piece of music

It's alright, it's alright
Everything will be okay

Nothing gonna touch you when you've said goodbye
Once you have departed from something, it will no longer affect you

A million lost souls looking just like me
There are many people feeling similar emotions to myself

Waiting on their love but they don't believe
Hoping for love, but lacking faith in its possibility

Waiting on permission but they don't believe
Hoping for external approval or validation, but lacking faith in self

Somewhere between the rock face
In a place of difficulty or challenge

And the place that I used to know you more
Between the present and a former time of familiarity with you

Waiting on the shore
Anticipating something or someone's arrival on the beach

As you leave for the last time
You are departing permanently

I will see you leave for the last time
I will witness your final departure

Until I breathe for the last time
Until my last breath, I will remember this moment

And then I will leave for the last time
Inevitably, I too will eventually depart